She wanted to completely destroy Bo Junyan because she knew that no matter if she was the mastermind or not, as long as she participated in the plan to destroy Mu Huan, Bo Junyan would not let her off. This way, either he died or she died. Of course, she chose him to die!
Only when he was dead would he no longer be a threat to her.
But killing Bo Junyan was not an easy task. Otherwise, with so many people ganging up on him, it was impossible for him to have lasted until now.
Hence, she was still very worried that when Bo Junyan returned and found out that something had happened to Mu Huan, he would be furious and make her unable to leave safely.
That's why she would rather have not used such a method. She did not want to do this, but she had no choice.
That it had to reach this point, all of this was not her fault but Bo Junyan's!
She hoped that this move would destroy Bo Junyan. Otherwise, her future would be tough…