Chương 3: Death ?!

The lights are off and the boys are on the stage , the light sticks are on and the family is ready to start this amazing event , everyone is too excited to receive the legends . The only things that we can hear are the screams of the Army's around me and the most beautiful things to see are the tears of happiness everywhere . I was in a state of mind , I couldn't appear any reaction but inside me , it was a battle between the happiness and the sadness , the should to cry and the should to smile , the silence and the want to scream . I was transformed on a statue which can't talk or do anything .

" Ami !!!!!! " . Called us our worldwide handsome Kim Seokjin , the man with the amazing vocals .

BTS always replace the « Army » by « Ami » but it's the best thing in all this , it's so cute and it really shows their love for us . Every time they call us in they gave me the shill and the felling that I have BTS in my DNA .

Suddenly , I realized that it's real , the Bangtan boys are really here , they are in front of me ! I am so close from them , I can fell their energy and their domination , they make an unforgettable scene for every fan but also they make me sorry to not have the ability to see them for another chance .

They are perfect , I can clearly see Namjoon's cute dimples , I can clearly see Tea's fashion perfection , I can clearly see Seokjin's beauty . I can feel Hobi's positive , I can feel Yoongi's rap , I can feel Jungkook's love while singing and I can feel the charm of Jimin . I can't stop looking at hem screaming his name , I can't stop starring at his attractive eyes .

I can't stop crying , I cried all the tears that I didn't cry when my heart was hurting , I cried all the pain and the sadness and the bad feelings inside , I left this dark side of me behind to enjoy this amazing performance .

Jimin sings his solo « Serendipity » and I'm in love again with this masterpiece , it's the meaning of perfection and the beauty of love , my story with Serendipity is a beautiful love story , an amazing story which I wrote the lines with my tears while listening to it . He's such a perfect man , I wonder how a person can be sexy and cute in the same , actually , it's not surprising from this legend .

Jimin is coming over here , I'm sure that he's coming over here , this is the last chance to show hem my love . " Lia , is he coming to our direction now ?! " . Asked me Sam . " Yes , I think so , my heart is beating faster , I don't think that I will support , it's my last chance '' . I replied . " Yes , but what will you do ? " , he was curious to know what will I do . " You will know soon " .

When he seats in front of me , I started crying against but this time I can't stop , I don't want to cry , I really don't wanna cry , the smile don't leaves my face cause I'm happy ! , he was looking to me with his ocean eyes , I had an eyes contact with hem , I called hem with a high voice : " Park Jimin ! , I loved you , I love you and I will love you more and more , you're my everything , you're the light that I found in the darkness , you're my only , I purple you ! " . I was crying while speaking , I really meant every word that I told .

Jimin had a shy killing smile which makes me forget my name every time that I see it in . He went to continue his performance with the other member but , he was looking to me ! Yes , he was really looking to me . I think that what I said touched hem , and every time he looked to me I die than comeback to life to die again .

" Ly , does Jimin looking to you or am I wrong ?! "

" Do you really think that he's looking to me cause I'm dying ?! No , I don't think so , it's totally impossible "

" Look , he did it again , you're so lucky you know but you're so beautiful today , if I was not in love with Lisa , I would like to love you " .

" Stop saying stupidities ! you don't really think that a worldwide kpop star will look to me , an ordinary fan ! "

" Like you want , don't believe me but I see 10/10 and I can know who is looking to who so don't even try to make me admit that I'm wrong . Also , are the same person who told me that she deleted the word " impossible " from her dictionary ?! "

" It's different Sam , you know me as will that you know his precious place in my heart , I don't think , no , he don't look at me , I'm sure " .

" You know what ? I don't care anymore , do what you want "

Does he really looking to me right now ? but he's so sexy and gorgeous , look at hem dancing , the black and the purple colors make hem slay in this performance and ..... What's ? what is this pain ! , my heart ! my heart is hurting ! I can't breath ! what's going on ?! is it time to go ?!

" S .... Sam " . I tried to call hem will all the energy that i had putting my hand In my heart .

" Lia ! are you okay ?! can you hear me ?! " He was calling me but I didn't answer . I feel myself fading , my eyes are closing , will I die ? ( Lia listen to me ) who is calling me ?! is it you Sam ?! I can't see ! I can't see anything ! everything is dark ! ( don't die ! you promised me ! ) am I die now?! but why I still hearing this voice ?! I don't really know ! . They say that when you're dying , you will remember all what you did in your life , but me , I just remember the days that I knew my illness in . It was st school , the final exams .....

I'm too afraid ! will I die ?!