Chương 4: My Only Crime Was To Love You !

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1 month ago ...

" Mom , I'm going to school "

" It's early , why you're going now ?! "

" It's a final exam mom , everyone will go early , and I'm ready to go so why not ?! "

" Okay but don't be afraid , today is the last day of exams , you won't work hard after that , just concentrate to not do mistakes , read your questions carefully then answer "

" Yes mom , now I have to go by " .

I closed the door and go to meet Sam , he told me that we will go together and study in our way . ( Ring Ring ) , he's calling me .

" Where are you ? "

" I'm coming , I'll arrive in few minutes " .

" Don't be late " .

I'm not really awake cause I didn't sleep last night , I was studying Science , France and Mathematics , it was a lot of lessons and not enough of time .

" Good morning Lia "

" Good morning Sam , how are you today ?! "

" Fine but you , you look sleepy "

" Yes I didn't sleep , if I won't answer correctly I will obviously die , I can't support any mistake . What about you ? Did you study ? "

" I did my best , let's go or we will be late " .

I'm in the classroom now . Today is the last day of the final exams then we will go on the summer vacation , " take your papers and all what you need , the exam will start , I don't wanna see any book or copybook on the table or you will have a big problem , understand ! ", the teacher was so strict with us , she looks really angry from the morning but I don't really care about her , all I want is to pass this exams with mention and have the best results , I'm so tired , I can't study more , it's enough , team work makes the dream works and I really worked .

My studies were always my priority , my future is link to it , I have to study if I wanna go to Korea and meet my idols . Mom and dad are teachers , they want me to be an excellent pupil and actually I am . I am the first in my school and all the teachers like me , it will be so bad if I won't answer correctly to all this questions , I will disappoint them .

Ouf ! I'm so nervous , please give me this subject quickly , I studied hard for a complete week morning and night , I didn't even sleep as well and I don't have the attention to loose this hard work in few hours .

" Start " . Okay , finally I can start , I thought that we won't begin . First look , It's easy , I know the answer of all this questions , it's good for the moment .

The exam is over now , it was not that bad , already , I have just to pass the sport exam , we will do a fast running , they will test us if we know the techniques .

I will run quickly , I'm the fastest girl in our school so I don't have a problem with my speed , I have just to concentrate on the method of the beginning .

After running , I couldn't breathe as usual , I felt my heart beating so fast , it was hurting me . I lost the control of my body and I feel down .

When I woke up , I found myself in a cheer and the teachers around me . " Are you okay ?! " . They asked me . " I think so but , what was happened ?! " , I replied with another question .

" You were passing your sport exam when you feel down on the Sol '' .

" Thank you to help me but , what about my exam , did I pass it ? "

" Yes , you finished it .

" Great " .

The director called my dad to come and take me home while I was waiting in his office , I feel so empty inside , I feel that I'm not okay , I feel myself lonely , I feel that I have nobody here to help me when I need to talk . Some pupils are still here , I was looking to them throw the window , they seem so happy and hopeful . My friends ? , where are my friends ? oh , I remember , I don't really have friends but , where is Sam ? I thought that he's the one who really understand me but where is he now ? . I forgot that he told me when he went , he passed his exam before me and his dad came to take hem but the question in my mind now is why did I fell ? did I eat something bad cause I'm not in my usual mood and .....

" Your father is here now M's Kim " . Informed me the director .

" My daughter , what's happened to you ? how are you now ? come over me sweety " . It was my dad , he really worried about me , I went in his direction and I hugged hem with all the power that I had to feel his love and the security when I'm with hem .

" Don't worry dad , I'm fine "

" Come , we will go to see the doctor "

" Dad , it's not dangerous to go to the doctor , I think that I just did eat something bad that's all "

" No , you should go . Go to the car and I will follow you after a moment "

Waiting my dad , I saw a boy , the boy that I have a crash on , he's name is Adam and he's really good looking , he came over me and told me : " Hi , I heard that you're sick is it true ? " . Asked me , so I replied : " No , I was just tired "

" You're tired or you try to attire the attention to you , you're a drama queen you know , how could you act so good ? " .

" But I ... "

" Don't find excuses , I know you're kind , you're one of the girls who can't stay without creating scenarios to make their life interesting and have more friends " .

" You don't know me to judge me "

" No girl , I know you more than you know yourself " . And he went without let me reply .

He shocked me , I've never expected that he's that much stupid . He blessed me , he hurts me , my heart was crying and my soul was dying , how can he be evil that much . Why ? why ? what did I do to deserve this hate ? why ?! " Lia , what's going on " . Why ?! " Wake up ! " . Why ? " LIA ! " . My only crime was to love you !