This can't be a simple accident.
Kinoshita Iori calls Sawano Shusui. It's not picked up. She calls him again. With each ring, her heart is drumming against her chest in anticipation. Iori calls him again and again until she realizes that something is wrong.
There are people in the building. The firekeepers are trying their hardest to fight the flames and save the people inside. Iori's ears are growing deaf. The loud screams weigh down on her heart. She wants to believe that the fire was an accidentl. If it is not, then it's her fault.
Recently, I heard a news about a famous celebrity who committed suicide. He was an alumnus of the university that I attended. I was deeply shocked. He was an icon of success and we were proud of him. This news had shaken me deeply.
It would be hypocritical of me if I say that I never had such thoughts. However, I had survived those moments of weakness and I am still standing here. I am telling you that it's worth it -- the life. Don't hurt yourself and live. I am an example of that. Life does get better. Moments of happiness does arrive. Light does shine through the cracks and wounds get healed. Nothing is more valuable than your life.
Ask for help. See a counsellor or talk to people who would listen to you. Rant on the internet if it helps. If you want, you can find me on discord or Instagram to talk.
<<Don't hurt yourself>>
The problems are temporary. So are the negative/dark feelings/thoughts that come and go like waves. Even if it feels like years, it's momentary. You must live for the light at the end of the tunnel even if it's barely seen by you at the moment. Keep walking/crawling. If you must stop and rest, do it. It's okay to be weak, but don't succumb to the weakness.