Life was going well. I was slowly getting better from the whole Incident of Kenji and I. After seeing that picture of him and Gigi a few weeks ago and knowing that he's happy I was happy as well. Life was great! I was focused and on top of my assignments. However, out of the blue, one evening around 10PM I received a phone call from a number that looked familiar...
"Why does this look so familiar?" I asked...
I looked at it again while my phone ranged and it finally clicked.
It was Kenji's Number...
"Why would he be calling me now?" At this hour?.....
Hesitated, I decided to answer...
Hello? I said
K:......
Me: Hello?
K:..... Oriana?
Me... *I paused... he didnt sound like Kenji..
K: Oriana? It's Kenji. Did you forget me already?
Me:....Noo I remember... Hi. *he still sounded weird
K:.....So, hows it going?
Me: good. I'm just finishing up some stuff before bed.
K: That's good. focus as always I see.
Me: Yep.... how about you?
K:.....
I heard him gulp, swallowing something.
Me: Hello? Are you ok?
K: No....*his voice cracks
Me: are you drinking?
K: yes.... *his voice cracks again
Me:.... why? I thought u said u didnt drink?
K:..... *sniff sniff.. Ori.....
Me:.. yeah? what's up?
K: Gigi left me...
Me: *shocked...
K: I'm sorry i left you for her! I'm sorry I slept with her. I'm sorry for letting you down and lying to you that I would wait but I didnt. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Im sorry.
Me: Dont be sorry to me. You made your choice. There's still lots of girls out there.
K: Yeah, but probably none like you...
*In my thoughts
Is he saying he wants me back? I wondered...
Me:...*changing the subject. Why did she leave you?
K: cause, she found someone better, who could love her better than me. *cries
Me:.....Oh...
K:..... I'm drinking right now in a parking lot crying and I miss you. You're the first person that came to my mind, so I wanted to talk to you. I miss you... we are still friends arent we?
*I was silent, not fully understanding how i felt about him after all he's done and confused at him telling me he misses me and such...*
Me: Dont drink too much... & honestly, I cant do much for you or say much to you right now... why not call Scotty?
K: because I miss you...
Me:...
K:... so you miss me??...
Me:....... I....
There were some noise in the background, like some guys approaching Kenji.
Guy 1: Kenji, grow some balls. Get over that bitch. What the fuck are u doing here?
Guy 2: Dude, he's fucken out of it. just help me move him over so I can get him home.
*Some other noise continued on & soon it was quiet and I heard a beep.
They hung up on me.