Chương 5: Confession

My confession to Taneesha was coming… I had to brace myself to tell her. My breathing is panicked, and I feel as if I'm going to vomit, that's how nervous I am. I had to tell her though, we told each other everything and this was an extremely important confession, she must know. Otherwise, I'd feel as if I were lying to her, lying to myself. Shaking, I message her, requesting to speak whenever she's available. Later, maybe couple hours? She replies… I take a big and deep breath and calm my anxiety a bit before saying it. "I have a confession to tell you and it's been killing me for awhile now. I'm trans" I felt as if my soul left my body at that point, what would she say? Its been over a year I've found myself as non-binary but now things have changed…This pressure on my chest… the fact I could loose her due to this made my eyes swell from tears. After three years of having her by my side, could I loose her like this? Would she leave?