Chương 6: Lonely

Days, weeks and months passed. They had acted as if nothing had happened that night. December break was a week away and Ito and Shawn had no plans of going anywhere. Ito decides he should probably go back to painting his nude models. Ito was very expressive when it can to painting the human body. He would often pick men he would like to sleep with to be in his paintings. Sometimes he would incorporate painting while doing the act. Ito liked the feel of the cold, sticky, and wet paint flowing over his body. He would often get request from other males on campus (that were still in the closet) to sleep with them and keep it secret. He was flattered because this ment he got new models and got to have sex with these lovely men. Sure he would enjoy the sex but, he would prefer a real relationship. He wanted to hold hands and cuddle with someone he loved. He wanted the touch of love, not lust. Ito was lonely and just wanted to feel loved. Sure it was fun sleeping around and having multiple people want him but, it didn't make him feel loved.