Chương 68: day 5 of trip( no )

it doesn't matter if you like the moon or you love him, but I will charge you double for each night you spent with that moon .

Jihara couldn't believe at first that he had heard such heavy words Within the next five minutes, the searching dogs along with the policeman stood in front of Mr James and the other people.

Suya sir's eyes were moist, finally he found his student, where Suya sir looked towards Jihara and Kakeru with moist eyes,So Suya looked angrily at Chishiya and Kaito , both of them understood that now they are in trouble , At 2 o'clock in the night, on the instructions of Suya Sir, Kakeru and Jihara bid farewell to Mr James with moist eyes.It was obvious that these moments spent in the forest were memorable,Whom neither Kakeru and Jihara nor Mr James will ever be able to forget . The way back was easy because the police knew the way,All along the way, Kaito had told Suya Sir his false tales of bravery. They reached the camp safely by 5 am , the rest of the camp students sympathized with Jihara and Kakeru, except for a few students everyone else was worried for Jihara and Kakeru , Kaito and Chishiya were punished by Suya Sir that they had to cook breakfast for all the students for the next five days . The trip plan was changed by Suya sir and other teachers While the camp was scheduled to be held in that area for one more day, the teachers had decided to move to the next destination Because after so many troubles no one wanted to stay in that forest .Once again the bus started towards its next destination.But this time Kaito and Chishiya were not sitting on the seat fighting with each other,Chishiya was still remembering Kaito's stupid words , how Kaito came back and told false stories of his bravery to the other students,Chishiya still couldn't believe that Kaito could exaggerate so much .

Jihara still couldn't understand what was going on in Kakeru's mind.Kakeru was still quiet.just going at your own pace The weather was pleasant in the morning, All the people were tired from the night and fell asleep in the bus. Jihara did not know when he fell asleep,Kakeru turned towards Jihara when Jihara placed his head on Kakeru's shoulder while sleeping Jihara was sleeping innocently with his head on his shoulder,Kakeru couldn't understand if he should consider himself lucky or unlucky , On one side Jihara was sleeping with his head on Kakeru's shoulder which is what Kakeru always wanted,On the other side, the person sleeping with his head on his shoulder could never be Kakeru's.

As far as Kakeru remembered about his life, he had only one wish , and he wished that he too would find someone who would love him with all heart, Kakeru had everything, he was the only child of the richest father in Tokyo,With one gesture from Kakeru he could achieve everything,today he wants Jihara to be his,But it was just Kakeru's imagination,Jihara was never his, nor will it ever be his,Kakeru knew that Jihara had only loved one person in his life so far,Moon was Jihara's first and last love,Kakeru wanted to come on this trip because he wanted to get out of that scary atmosphere,But if he doesn't find Jihara then this trip will become a curse for Kakeru,And he knew that he wasn't going to get jihara.

With wet eyes, Kakeru's hands started caressing Jihara's head involuntarily,Unaware of Kakeru's condition, Jihara probably had no idea that Kakeru was crying for him,Kakeru had many questions that were making his eyes wet....like what will his life be like after the trip is over? A life in which there was no Jihara,Will he be able to meet Jihara again?Will he be able to live without Jihara? Will he be able to breathe without Jihara? Was there any color in his life without Jihara? Did he have a crush on someone other than Jihara? Did he want to live without Jihara? Was it easy to live without Jihara? Was it easy to forget Jihara ? And Kakeru had just one answer to all these questions....... No.

Kakeru remembered how he had made fun of Jihara on the first day of the trip , when Jihara cried while talking about Moon ,Kakeru understood the meaning of his crying today .....love meant pain, and pain meant tears , and those same tears were in Kakeru's eyes today . .... Kakeru kept looking at Jihara with his wet eyes .