Chương 8: Day 1 of trip(what is love for me)

In response, KAKERU says """If you don't complete the task, I will fuck you, if you don't want to fuck me, then tell me something that can entertain me." Tell me about yourself and what you came here for , I want to know who that unfortunate person is ?

After listening to KAKERU, JIHARA looks at KAKERU with strange eyes.

"Little bird Why are you staring at me, I'm just bored

JIHARA says """Why do you want to know about what I have come here for? What do you mean by I have come here for anyone?"

""Kakeru Laughing, he says, """ I just told you I was bored, okay if you don't want to tell me what you came here for, then tell me something else.

JIHARA asks "What else???

KAKERU shamelessly says """Sing a song or tell a story."

I can't sing ,Once I sang in a college function, everyone was laughing at me and since then I gave up singing.

KAKERU says """Ok then tell me a story"

Story? what kind of story

KAKERU says """Is it a fiction story or a real story?

I don't know fiction stories

KAKERU replies angrily """Okay, then tell me a real story, tell me something from your past, which is most important in your life, tell me anything, just so that I don't feel bored.

KAKERU rested his head on the bus seat and closed his eyes. And thinks ""I think the most dangerous thing in the world is man's loneliness, ,, Loneliness breaks any person from within, being alone is worse than death, a person can even convert an enemy into a friend, I am still feeling lonely because as far as I can see There are 10 people in this bus and everyone is so happy to talk to each other, but there is one, me, who is threatening the boy sitting next to me to talk to me.

Till then JIHARA speaks "Okay, I will tell you something about myself, because those moments were the most beautiful moments of my life, I do not want to forget those memories, I want to live in those memories the best.So I will tell you about the most special moments of my life.

Hearing Jihara's voice, KAKERU laughed in his heart, KAKERU felt as if he had won.

KAKERU is still with his eyes closed, JIHARA thought that KAKERU has fallen asleep, so Jihara came near his face to see if KAKERU is really asleep. , but KAKERU suddenly opened his eyes,,,jihara moved back in panic, but jihara's head was about to hit the glass window of the bus behind when KAKERU placed his hand on the back of JIHARA's head. """And laughingly said"""little bird,,you are a stupid boy, what is the need to panic so much, If there was a girl so close to me in your place, perhaps she would not be as scared as you are.

""I'm not afraid!

KAKERU SAYS """" If you're not afraid then what's the point ?

Next KAKERU says "Whatever has to do with me" ,,,, Okay, you tell me about those beautiful moments of yours, because I want to hear, because the atmosphere of the bus is really very boring.

I will tell you about the last ten years of my life, those last ten years that meant everything to me, those last ten years that I never wanted to forget,Those last ten years that I want to capture forever in my memories, those last ten years that gave me the most sorrow and the most happiness. Yes, I want to tell you about the last ten years of my life which were everything to me. I didn't know whether I was right in those last ten years or not, but I never had any regrets in those last ten years. I don't know how you will feel after hearing about my last ten years, but I know this much. Those ten years were very precious to me,.

KAKERU asked """ I feel like you are going to tell about your love story

Yes, I am going to tell about my love story only.

Kakeru suddenly asks "What is love?"

JIHARA Looking at him he replies with sad eyes """ The meaning of love is different for everyone, the examples of love are different for everyone.The way of love is different for everyone. There is no one definition of love, there is no one form of love. There is no single face of love , love has no limits There is no limit on love , there is no discrimination in love ..

Hahaha ,,what the fuck,what are you saying ???....The kind of love you are telling about is found only in the imaginary world, such love is not found in real life. , I don't know, but I've never found someone to love me like this ,

JIHARA responds after listening to Kakeru's words. """I had already said, the meaning and perspective of love is different for everyone.

KAKERU looks at him and says "What was love for you?"

Love was a very beautiful feeling for me, and it is a very beautiful feeling even today, I may not be able to express my love or i have a lot to say In simple words, love was such a beautiful feeling for me, which I want to keep with me always. If someone tells me what you can do for love so maybe , my answer would be that I can do everything for him!

Him.....? What do you mean by him ??? Your love was a boy?

KAKERU asks with surprise !

JIHARA replies ""yes The one I loved, was a boy

What __________? Are you gay?

In response JIHARA says """If loving him, makes me gay then I accept that I am gay.

What the fuck ! That's means I am sitting with a gay boy! What could be more nonsense than this?This trip has already become a worst trip for me. I don't want to hear your bullshit your perfect love story .KAKERU says irritated

In response, JIHARA looks at the moon outside the bus window and says, "Perfect love story? It was not and is not a perfect love story." My love was one sided, and is one sided And one sided love can be a perfect feeling but not a perfect love story.