I get lonely sometimes. No one to share my feelings with, but KEY. KEY does not really understand the standard human feelings. To me, talking to him is the creepiest thing on earth. He weirdly keeps meowing back at me. It is as if he cannot spit out words. That cat's dictionary is wider than any normal being.
All that I have done so far is moving around the villages. The GW (Golden World) in a new place for me. It is nothing like the SW (Seen World). I have seen many people who use weird powers like teleporting and go backs*. People in the GW are gifted and special. However, I do not see how I could be gifted too. So far nothing to call.
The place I last stayed at was an old hotel. Its doors were too old that it could break just by me breathing. The woman, who is staying at the lobby counter, is even older. She was old but still had a youth feeling to herself. Though, not that cheerful of a person. That woman had opened the hotel for all homeless people. The number of children there was huge. I pitied them as I pitied myself. Their life must have been hard… Moreover, it is probably hard now as well.
Wondering around with no aim would not get me anywhere. I should find myself a place to stay. Therefore, that means I should pull myself together and approach the Golden House.
What I am most not looking forward to is meeting my group members. From what I have collected about them, it seems like they're a bunch of rich, not so in class with the world kind of people. But you don't really know someone by just listening to people's gossips, right? Then still, some unlikable things I have heard about them do not encourage me at all.
They may be like me. People the society fear. I don't understand society, it glues fear on one's name. When that one has done no bad to its people. That one gets hurt, heartbroken, and goes through the most disgraceful words and claims no matter how young or old this one is. Yet, the pain that has been scared deep inside this one is never thought of by anyone, or is this just one's thought?
I have decided to go and explore what upholds me. The Golden House. A wall of fears that has to be broken one day. And that day seems to be today. Never less, my fears are climbing up. I lived my life alone after that day. Now it looks like I'll have to adjust myself to living with some strangers.
I've traveled for miles trying to avoid coming to my named-to-be shelter. Yet now it is few centimeters away from me.
I walked to the Golden House with light steps, just so no one would notice. The gate to the house land is extremely huge. Not something an Apatosaurus head could reach. It looked like these gates from palaces in fairytales. However, that one was real. Its golden designs were enchanting and are probably expensive. Maybe that is why it got the name Golden House. Not only the gate was huge, but the whole land also fitted a country. I bit half of the world is occupied by this house. While trying to find the main entrance to the villa, I got lost a thousand times.
At last, I'm right in front of the entrance. Nervous. I don't really know what is waiting for me behind these doors. I took a step. A breath. And pushed the door open… "It's empty!!!"
I walked inside. It was empty. Not even whispers.
Then on my right comes a really soft voice. It and the air was one. The voice of a guy. "Hello, I'm called Jong Hyun… You there… who are you?" [In Korean]
Golden dictionary:
Go back: go back is a technique to travel between the two worlds. More to a supernatural way.
I have fallen sick and was really busy with school stuff. I will post around 1 more chapter in the next 1-2 days, and probably will resume on updating for around 3 weeks for my finals are coming up✍. I apologize again and hope everyone enjoys my story even then.