บท 7: ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ sᴏᴍᴇ sʜɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ᴏʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛ.
ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴs, ᴡᴇ ɢᴏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ᴘᴀɪɴ ʜᴜʀᴛs. ʏᴇᴛ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴀ ɢᴇᴛ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ᴏʀᴅᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇssᴇɴ ᴏɴᴇ's ᴘᴀɪɴ. ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ, ʜᴜʀᴛs ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ.
ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ, ʜᴜʀᴛs ʟᴇss.ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs sᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ. ᴛʜᴜs,ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇssᴇʀ ɪᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛs. ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴀᴍᴏɴɢ ᴘᴀɪɴ, ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʜᴜʀᴛs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ ɪs ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ʙʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴜs ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ᴏʀ ɪᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟʟʏ,ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴏғ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ɪs ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ.
ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ,ʏᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀʀᴋ ɪᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ʙʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜᴜʀᴛs ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛɪᴍᴇ.ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ sᴏᴍᴇ ɪɴᴊᴜʀɪᴇs,ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ.ғᴏʀ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ʜᴀs.ɪ'ᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜɴʟᴜᴄᴋʏ. ғᴏʀ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ᴛᴏ ᴄʀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴇᴀʀs, ᴛᴏ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴊᴏʏ, ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ɴᴏ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ.
ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ғᴏᴏʟ. ғᴏʀ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ.
ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ, ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʏ ɪᴛ's ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ᴄᴏᴏʟ sᴏᴍᴇᴡᴀʏ sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ.ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴅᴀʏ ᴏɴ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ ғᴏʀ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇs ᴍᴇ.
ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴇʟʟ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇxᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ғᴇᴀʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ. ɪ'ᴍ ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ.ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ,ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ʟɪғᴇ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴡᴀs ᴡᴏʀᴛʜᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ's ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ .
ᴛʜɪs, ɪ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇsɪᴅᴇs ᴍᴇ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ, ᴍʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ.
ᴍᴇᴀɴᴡʜɪʟᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ ɢᴏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇss ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ғᴇʟᴛ. ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ. ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪs ɪɴᴅᴇᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴊᴏʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ.ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊᴏʏ ᴏғ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ. ɪ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ғᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ sᴍɪʟᴇ.
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