A hospital room is seen,with a male 15 yr old boy, he had white blonde bangs,rose paled colored skin,pink lips, pointed nose.
he looked quite handsome,the hospital room was well advanced, seemingly like a futuristic room.
The room had touch screen walls and robots as nurses,few humans roam about except the ones who where admitted.
The boy eyes slowly flurter open as the room turn green,a nurse rushes in to check on him,she taps her wristband,a hologram of the doctor appears as she tells him to report to the OR.
The doctor arrive as he scans the boy with a machine,the beam move around Nicolas body as he chuckles a little,the the wall show an x Ray of his body.
The doctor nods in relief,"wow he seems to be doing quite well"the doctor says to the nurse."yes,he recoverd quickly"the nurse responds.
"for safety measures let's give him a brain scan"the doctor says as the nurse agrees,a machine is worn on his head as a hologram of his brain his seen,quarter of his brain showed red."doc something happened to the Hippocampus"the nurse informs the doctor.
"he has a head and brain injury,it affected his Hippocampus"the doctor says looking at the hologram,"do you think he might have amnesia"the nurse says shockingly.
The doctor removes the machine as they wake the boy up"hello son do you recall anything?"the doctor askes."no,what are you talking about why am I in a hospital what the hell"the boy say sitting up.
"he might have retrograde amnesia"the doctor says to the nurse as she nods,the boy friend,"i don't get"the boy askes,"retrograde amnesia means the person forgets events from their past"the doctor says to him.
"your crazy I don't have amnesia I remember lots of things"the boy informs the doctor confused."it can be localized amnesia ,this memory loss affects specific areas of knowledge or parts of a person's life,such as a certain period during childhood or anything about a friend"the doctor explains.
"This is bullshit,I forgot nothing,I think"Nicolas says sure of himself,"am sorry kiddo but it clearly shows that you've incurred memory loss of some sort"the doctor says showing him the scan.
"you have a huge damage in your hippocampus dear"the nurse explains to him to make him understand.
"what the fuck,am getting out of here"the boy says getting out of the bed,the nurse and doctor try to stop him ,he taps his wristband covering with a force field.
********outside the hospital*******
Nicolas POV
This is so stupid,how can I have memory loss,it's crazy,what's missing.
have you ever felt like something missing but don't want to remember.
Am trying to recap anything I may have forgotten,but it seems like something stopping me from recovering it,what crap is this.
Aren't I supposed to know,or was there something deleted,I know where I live I remember things from my passed,so why do I feel like something forgotten,like part of me is still missing.
was what the doctors saying true,do I really have localized amnesia,did I forget an important event in my life,did I have a girlfriend or a boyfriend,I don't know my real preference.
Is that what I forgot,if I prefer dick to pussy,is that the memory I lossed,nah it couldn't be there's different of methods to know my preference.
I might be bisexual,maybe that's why I can't decide ,it's funny how there's a important puzzle piece missing in my life,that holds great value,but I don't care.
Nicolas laughs as he journey to his house,my names Nicolas Alexander Bennett,I live in the green district, it's the yr 2089.
The world splited in the yr 2057 into five district,blue district,green district,white district,gold district and plantinum.
I was originally in the Platinum district,you can also call it upper class district,where their food was served in gold platters.
my parents where murdered and I was sent to the green district,you adopt children from the green district,the Platinum district are not allowed to procreate.
only few are lucky to get adopted to the gold district,while others are fortunate and blessed to be adopted to the Platinum district.
Nicolas gets in the apartment greeted by two other,Molly and Zac,Molly and Zac have been with Nicolas since he loss his parents and was depoted to the green district.
Nicolas have been studying to get into the Platinum district through a scholarship program,he was incredibly smart and could pass any exam no matter the complexity.
once he passes he plans to invite them to the platinum district to stay with him,people from the Platinum district could invite from the other four,which brings to the conclusion that his parents relatives didn't want to have anything to do with him.
***********10 yrs later**********
Nicolas POV
I've always believed in the theory that life is not real,more like it's reliance is on our imagination.
Have you ever wondered that our world could be some toy in a highly civilian world kids bedroom,what if the theory of matrix is real.
What if nothing is real,what if it was programmed to dispicts how world will look like from multiple prospective.
what if what we do or say is not of our own will power or doing ,what if it's meant to happen.
I know what you most be thinking, what kind of shitty stuff is this, well this is the truth,this shitty stuff am saying is nothing but the real meaning of reality. Am not atheist or anything ,but trust me this life is nothing but a stupid video game like the sims.
And as video games are known to have gliche and bugs ,our life have them too,look around,each thing we see could be fragments of imagination what our programmers want us to think,what they want us to see.
Nothing is real,we have not even an ounce of hope of possibly finding our creator till probably when we're dead.how fucked up will that be huh,ever imagined that were in a video game with realistic effects.
I doubt it.well I have my whole life have been based of the knowledge that there's something beyond life ,someone beyond our wide knowledge,that someone out there.
With more technologic advances and has IQ of million and one,ever thought of it,have you ever woken up to the thought of nothing feeling real.
Well that's how my life is I wake up to thought like that,feeling like crap, wanting this hell of a game called life to end,I feel that way all the fucking time,open your eyes.
Wake up to reality,am not insane or crazy,am woke to the fact that nothing's real.
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