บท 30: Chapter 30: Wide Eyed
Most of the night is spent in the cosy living room but after a couple of hours, Sara wakes them up to go to their room so in the morning she doesn't have to hear about anyone complaining about their bad backs.
They settle in bed around three in the morning, the night goes smoothly for most but for the trio, there were quite a few bumps.
Both Sam and Alex knew that their little girl had dropped farther than her average age range, but both being tired, they did not prepare for what could have happened throughout the night.
All of this stress has caught up to the little girl, and with stress, activates her night terrors. She wakes to tears rolling down her round and flushed face. She doesn't really remember what happened in the dream, she just remembers the feelings. Cold, so cold. Dark, hard, and scary. She doesn't know from what, it wasn't her usual fright, when her father comes from work or he's spent an awfully long time drinking while watching baseball and wants to let out his frustrations when his team loses. No, this kind of fright is different.
It's a feeling she can't place, and isn't sure she wants to, her little brain can't comprehend much. She just knows that she wants to feel safe again, but this lurking feeling is making that impossible. Her tiny body physically trembles in trepidation, she looks round the room, the dark room, shadows cast over. Mama forgot the night light.
Her body can't catch a hold of itself, she cries, she tries not to wail but her hand can only do so much to muffle the noise. A body stirs next to her, it takes her out of her small reverie, but it didn't provide comfort, the sudden move startled her, she squeaks and then cries more.
Little Maggie doesn't realize it, she wets, it soaks into her underwear and makes a small river under her and whoever is now holding her. The fabric soaks it all up soon enough, they are all sitting in a mess, a very wet mess, but Maggie can't focus on that now. She focuses on her Mama's breathing.
In out, In out.
"Good job bunny, have some more big breaths, I'm so proud of you."
She can feel herself relax, the fog of terror clears a bit, and then more panic sets in. She feels the cooling underwear stick to her bottom, she can feel her shirt try to shift on her skin but it is clinging to her.
Trouble, BIG trouble.
She feels a hand caress her back, it's warm, in contrast to the dropping temperature that's around her. She whines, she knows she should pull away but doesn't want to leave. There's this little thought in the back of her mind telling her being close when you know you've messed up is a bad idea, but the other side of her knows that her Mommy's have proved time and time again, that they will never leave, no matter what.
The good side wins.
Her Mama tries to get her to settle again, and she does.
"Your safe bun, you're ok."
Alex gifts their little one over to Sam and nudges her quietly to the bathroom. Once the two are off, Alex quickly strips the soaked sheets and her clothes and makes the bed as fast as she can. She is grateful for Sara's foresight in a waterproof underlay and putting extra sheets at the foot of the bed on the little couch that sits there.
Sam takes off both of their clothes, she forgoes having a bath, she is really tired and would rather get all of this over with quickly. She is by no means mad at her little girl, never, this is nowhere near her fault, that's what she whispers to her girl until they are under the shower head being pelted with warm droplets.
It's mainly Sam's legs that have gotten the brunt of the accident, she tries to set her baby down but she can't, Maggie clings onto her, whines every time her Mommy tries to put her down. Does she not want me anymore?
Sam gives up, she rather have her baby calm for the rest of the night, they might not get much sleep after this.
It's a hassle to wash with one arm, it's even more difficult to wash a child while holding them with one arm, but she tries to make it work. Alex joins in a bit later, Sam thanks the heavens because they can trade off the girl so they can each have a minute or two to rinse themselves off the proper way. Alex washes herself first, again, her legs got the brunt of the accident so it doesn't take long before she washes Maggie's body and has Sam hand her over so she can do her own. More warm liquid trickles down Alex's body, it contrasts to the shower's water, it's warmer. The water at her feet turns light yellow and then it quickly disappears down the drain.
Alex sighs internally, it seems Maggie hasn't even noticed that she has once again freed her bladder. Sam sees this and instead of them trading off, she rinses her baby and girlfriend herself. They finish five minutes later.
Sam zooms off to get the towels and clothes in the farthest closet. Alex is rocking a fussy Maggie, they both still be stark naked, in the middle of the bedroom.
"It's ok bug, I've got you. Can you take paci please?"
Instead of taking the soothing object, the baby pushes it away and stuffs her head forcefully into her Mama's neck, squirming and writhing for some sense of comfort that she doesn't seem to be getting. She doesn't know why she's so fussy or can't settle, she just knows that she feels off, and it's annoying her little brain that she can't seem to feel safe enough to relax.
Sam finds what they need, she has already dried herself off, she puts on a plain long band T-shirt and underwear of course. She dries both girls with a new towel herself, since Maggie looks like she doesn't really want to be put down just yet.
The agent gives up Maggie reluctantly, she knows more whining and tears are to come, but she has to get dressed.
Sam takes over, she tries to lay her baby down on the bed, she shushes her and massages her scalp when the brunette super notices arient tears. The tiny detective tries to muffle her cries by jamming her fingers into her mouth but the suckling doesn't satisfy her like it usually would.
Alex switches spots with her, she sits at her baby's head, getting her to lay still on her back. She puts a hand across her little ones just, rubbing in circular motions firmly, giving her something to ground herself to.
Sam goes over to the clothes she has picked out, the tiny tot hears an unusual crumpling sound, it confuses her.
"Ok love, I want you to feel comfortable for the rest of the night, I don't want you to feel like you're a bother, which you're not by the way." Sam gently caresses her thigh, being touched like this, Maggie is finally feeling more peace in her heart, she loves this contact. "I do think it's best we put you in these."
Sam holds her breath, waiting for a tantrum she really wishes she didn't have to be prepared for. She pulls out a puffy white diaper, it has pink and purple swirls of butterflies.
Both Sam and Alex have agreed that putting their baby into a diaper is best over a pull-up since the pull-ups they bought only shielded lesser daytime accidents. These diapers could hold up to two fairly large nighttime accidents and are more likely not to leak, which is the goal, these were by far the better option.
"You had another accident in the shower, and didn't even notice bun." She says softly, Maggie's eyes go wide and her eyes well with tears, she wants to say sorry, she was wondering why Sam had to wash her and Mama after they already washed, she knows why now. "You don't need to be sad baby, it was an accident and we are not mad. You're little, you shouldn't have to worry. If you have another accident throughout the night, you won't feel so icky. And if you need to wear them during the day too, that's fine" She lays the supplies out on the bed and looks at her baby.
Alex quickly tacks on, "And you won't need an extra bath."
"No baff?"
Alex and Sam both smile, Sam rolls her eyes.
"So all my little bunny needed was the selling point of no bath?" All the miniature detective does is grumble at that.
Sam lifts up her bunnies bottom and places the puffy material underneath. She wipes her down for good measure. She powders her generously and applies a bit of cream to the needed areas, just to keep her moisturized and comfortable. She tapes the slides of the diaper up and pats the front of the crinkly material. It makes a soft thudding noise, the sound to all parties is surprisingly comforting. Alex and Sam both hope that once they get their Maggie back to full size, they will be able to continue this, they already do enjoy this younger 'smaller' Maggie.
Sam goes to put everything away, she doesn't use her superspeed, afraid she'll crash into something due to how tired she is. Alex picks up her girl, "Alright, come now bug." Alex reaches for the shirt and gets ready to put it on her. She hears her baby whine again.
"No mama." She wants to feel them, really feel them.
Sam comes back and they settle into bed, Alex still has the offending shirt in hand.
"Nooooo." She whines again, pulling on both her mother's shirts, trying her darndest to get them off herself.
Alex gets it, "Ok, so you want these off?"
"Yes p'ease."
They all settle, Maggie snuggles into Alex's bare chest, Sam on the other side of Maggie, her front firmly planted to her baby's back.
Five minutes in, both women are almost out but they feel their baby squirm, they lay still, thinking maybe she'll settle herself, they knew the thought was too good to be true.
Alex is at the best angle for soothing her, so that's what she does. She starts to lay firm pats on her padded bottom, alternating between that and rubbing her back.
Sam tries to shush her to sleep, she sings her favourite lullaby.
The little girl's nose snuffs at her Mama's breast, she eyes the hardened nipple. Her hand tucks in just on the underside of it, she works the skin with her hand, she retracts after a while.
She bites the skin of her thumb, she tries sticking it in her mouth, willing herself to self-soothe, but her brain can't take it anymore, her thoughts still race and she sees what she wants. It's taunting her.
She goes for the prize.
She pulls the object of her affection into her mouth, her tongue settles at the tip, but she finds her rhythm, she sucks.
She doesn't hear her Mama gasp, doesn't realize the patting and rubbing has stopped, then along with her Mommy's singing.
She is finally at peace, her brain isn't bombarding her with things she can't understand, she can finally relax. The tiny body lets out a sigh, but doesn't stop her suckling. Her free hand settles on the other breast, it clutches at the whole of the skin, she holds it firmly, in a grip, like it's a lifeline, in some senses, it is. As if all of this peace would disappear with her new living paci.
Her sucking ministrations aren't loud, but that's all that can be heard in the very quiet room. The silence doesn't bother her, she usually would want some white noise or something that can keep her mind at bay, from wondering. But this new feeling, sucking something so warm into her mouth, something of her Mama's. She can smell the vanilla and honey, it's right at her nose, that scent washes over her and brings her to an unexplainable high.
She closes her eyes, not by choice, the suckling, the repeated motion puts her into a trance, if she didn't know any better, her big brain would swear up and down that she had been drugged. Her tiny hand loosens as she drops deeper and deeper into the cushioned hole of contentedness.
Alex tries to settle her heart, she did not expect this at all. For weeks her girlfriend and her little baby have been eyeing her breast, she has been eyeing both of her Mommy's. They were gonna bring up a change in dynamic, but blue sparkles happened and that put a kibosh on that. She is glad that her baby has taken the leap, even though it startled her into a rigid shock, the redhead is glad that she did not notice her body language or the night could have gone even more downhill.
After the shock leaves, she resumes patting to her bottom, she looks towards Sam when she realizes that the singing has stopped, she assumed she fell asleep, but she is met with her girlfriend's wide smile, head is sitting up and watching them both.
They both settle again, Sam resuming her position to Maggie's back and Alex settles her head, getting a more comfortable angle for herself and her baby.
Sam falls asleep to the sparse suckling noises coming from her right, their little girl isn't too far behind.
Alex has wanted this moment for a while, a long while. She is kind of disappointed it didn't last longer. It's a selfish thought that she allows, she knows there could be more moments like these and she looks forward to them.
She will forever cherish this intimate moment with her little girl.
"I love you," the redhead whispers into the night air, "both of you."
She waits a while for Maggie's latch to loosen, she uses her thumb to unclasp the lips from her breast the rest of the way. Alex replaced her nipple with her blue and red Supergirl paci before she could stir.
She tries to pry the other hand away from the other beats but it's firmly glued. She doesn't mind though, she could stay like this forever, blissed out and this contact high, she never wants this ride to end.
Her body settles in for good, she snuggles into the warmth both of her girls' bodies radiate.
The last thing her senses register is the cooling saliva on her nipple, it makes her smile, and she smiles wide.
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