บท 30: Losing a part of...(explicit) (mix POV)

What was happening to me?

I struggled to breathe, but the pain increased, as it did I screamed again, trailing into a roar.

I clawed at my chest and throat, unable to ease the pain.

"ROARRRR! AHHHH ROARRRR AHHH!!!!"

Switching between sounds I knelt there losing my mind piece by piece from the pain, unable to comprehend the chaos I was creating around me.

The lecturer had rushed the children from the room quickly sounding the silent alarm for a medical practitioner to enter but my roar sent him stumbling Hyemi and Hyuen who were on the far side were summoned, and as they entered the sight that greeted them were the bloody form of the girl they had vowed to protect roaring in such a pain-filled voice it drove them to their knees.

"What did you do?"

Hyuemi snapped at the older Lecturer. He in question had blood flowing from his mouth.

It seemed that he was unable to move, incapacitated from the internal injuries he received.

My vision blurred pain knifed through my mind and I passed out from the pain.

"Guai! Guai! Guai!"

***

Third realm

Nea Ganet mate to the deceased wolves Chati and Chaow

"Nea, you will birth the pup soon, there is no need to grieve over a wolf pup who ran away," while Penna the she-wolf spoke, Nea held her stomach, worry filling her.

This feel... Ahhh... This feeling was not right the pup should not be birthed yet.

Her eyes flashed and looked at the she-wolf who spoke to her in a gentle tone, her chestnut coloured pelt glistened in the sun those silver grey eyes watched her with leased annoyance.

Pain gripped her again but not from her stomach but from her chest where her largest heart laid and her mind space.

"What have you done?"

Sigh, I would not expect any less from the Selene she-wolf the alpha had vowed to acknowledge as his mate," the she-wolf said, her gaze filled with pure loathing.

"I have never agreed! I had chosen my beloved males-"

Nia snapped, but it sounded weak unlike her usually capable toned filled voice which broke off in a snarl.

"You were the right bitch to dare take two of the most powerful males all for yourself and, in turn, forced them to die. If that was not even bad enough the alpha has only you in his main heart."

Penna snarled baring White sharp fangs, at the ripe age of five hundred years she was in her prime years and was considered the most beautiful, still single without pups Penna had many suitors but none were more worthy than the two deceased males Chati who had saved their pack once from a pride of lions or Chaow born from the last female alpha ever ruled who died eight hundred years ago, he could have been an alpha but he wanted this useless female Nea who lacked ambitions.

"What have you done?!"

"You must die Nea, with you alive ill forever stay single!"

Nea blinked at the she Wolf. This look was one that her daughter had perfected from her.

Cocking her head on a side, she growled at the female from each amount of pain she felt. Nea was aware that she was due and that she will not be able to continue to live.

"So it was you who chased my pup away? No, no, it had to be others. The alpha, you, Zeph? Mark? Mariam? And others right? Is it because she was stronger than your wolves? Or that she as a human refused to submit as a lesser species,"

Nea felt hysterical; as she questioned and drew up conclusions, until her hearts squeezed in pain and she spat blood in order to clear the stifling feeling.

"The pup will never be able to return perhaps now she is dead, while to pleaded with the alpha we threw her in the tenth realm,"

Her hearts stuttered for a few precious seconds stopped. No wonder... No wonder.

"We must think of the pup we carry,"

In my mind space I stood frozen, while my wolf's side prowled around me. She was beautiful, a midnight black with lilac coloured eyes I thought I could keep her safe.

"We are dying. What they fed us was long term. I noticed too late"

"kill them... KILL THEM ALLLLLLL!!!"

The wolf roared, fangs bared I felt the loss of my pup yet to be born and that of the one birthed before.

The tenth realm, it was too far from this one Gravatrix was the last one now... There was no point it was better to kill them all out before... Before that time came.

It was only right for them to die with me.

Long lashes fell, brushing against onyx skin, lilac gaze swirling, changing bleeding red.

One can see the twisted war between madness and pain this was something that had not to happen in the third realm for over ten thousand years.

Fangs lengthen in her mouth as blood rushed from between trembling legs a stark proof dyed red.

her pup!

The liquidated form of her once living... a growing pup.

Her hearts squeezed at the loss. A lone howl sounded, freezing the wolves in the vicinity. Nea felt her tears fall lifting both her hands, she wiped the tears partially confused. Did the thought not crossed her mind?

This pup... This pup was not supposed to live.

Still, she had cared.

As the mother...as a mother who carried this little life, how could she not care?

how could she not ache?

She had cared so much for the life she had made with her two mates.

"Nea, you da-"

A move of her hand was so fast it was like a mere shadow.

Nea felt unaware of her deadly movement while continued to stare off, mind numb, the pain eating away at her stomach, her hearts stuttering, struggling to beat under the constant assault. She ached from the pain.

Nea refused to die alone she needed to tally up these grievances.

"N-n-ea y.."

The hand pulled back with the throat in hand lower jaw blood and fur standing Nea released a strong kick even though half of her strength was gone the she-wolf over ten feet was sent flying across the cave floor and through the house connected to the far side.

Bones snapped twisted lengthening to reform to the outline of her enraged wolf.

Any who would see this, she would think of the last royal wolves more than two hundred thousand years ago.

A female enraged when her mates and pups were slaughtered because of a coupe to overthrow her reign.

A howl was released once more, and the dark shape of Nea flitted across the cave to the damaged home both her mates had built before for their daughter.

Their daughter...

With a snarl, she lunged on the wolf whose lifeblood laid in a puddle behind her, contaminating her daughter's precious home.

Jaws wide, Nea lifted up the slightly smaller wolf who already showed slight signs of healing her blood, quickly reproducing to compensate the body for what she had lost.

Sadly, it was in vain because the large black she-wolf laced her fangs with onyx gathering the minerals tracing the air and tore into the chestnut wolf ignoring the broken sounds coming from her ripping into her chest to tear out the large beating heart in charge of reproducing her lifeblood and the smaller to circulate the oxygen blood.

Blood for blood, is it not fair?

One pup became nothing, and the other trapped in that low levelled realm.