บท 550: Needy

(From Blue's Perspective)

These days, I had these questions asked by a voice inside my head. It always asked questions and sometimes, it answered some of mine. The answers were very raw and real, and so were the questions. It was like a part of me was trying to make me understand something. But what? 

And when I was with Lady Liliana, she asked me about how my life was before marriage and how I met Dem. It triggered my mind and I just kept hearing voices in my head. 

'Why did you accept him so quickly? Why did you not run away? Even if you could not, why did you not at least try?'