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Kai stood in his room, staring at the small bag he had filled with his stuff. He didn't know why he was packing up when he had basically signed up himself to die. He was going to get out through that portal and find them, based on the coordinates he had been given. 

They would be there, he would see them once again and he would relive the worst moments of his life. Just thinking about it made the blond hairs on his body rise, shivers to run up and down his spine. He would lie if he said he wasn't scared, terrified of the idea of going back. Somewhere he had been running from his whole life. 

Philip was there though. He couldn't leave  him in such a place, with those monsters. He wouldn't let his fear take control over him. He needed to get him out, save him, even if that cost him his life. Xan would remain alive after all, that alone meant they wouldn't be able to achieve their goals.