บท 249: Were You Only Imaginary

[HAWI]

Standing in her suite, Hawi was bombarded with memories she had held onto for years and years. 

She had tried to let them go, but there was something about these particular memories, something about the beautiful moments turning so effortlessly into a pain she would live with for years. 

Her memories had fucked her up more than once. They had reminded her of things she would never have again — things that were so close yet so far. 

She would never be happier with her complete family again, which made Hawi want to make Razia feel everything she was feeling. This was worse than the times when she would get people to beat her up just for her to be in pain, and feel something, anything. 

"Awuor! Mother is coming! Hidee!!!" Dom always told her whenever Dom got in trouble. It was a habit and their mother never really went after Dom because she knew that Hawi never said no to her brother.