บท 52: COME TO YOU SOON
Nahor was completely furious.He did no't even as so much as want to go to his room because it would remind him of Neya The scene kept on coming in his mind. As long with the scene, questions also kept on arising in his mind. He did not really expect Neya to be with Jordan. Then he was asking himself why she was in his room. Why wouldn't he. She was his wife but even though he did not want anything to do with Neya. He still felt affected. Even though he did not love her he did not want her going out having other relationships with other people. He was not sure what was going on between the both of them. He wanted to find out. Not only was he worried about that but also of the fact that they were hugging each other. What was going on. How long had this been going on and how come he never knew of it. Were they having a relationship. He was so angry he needed to find a place to cool himself so the only place he could think of was the palace garden.
He immediately head straight for the garden where at least get some fresh air, peace and some time to at least think. He did not why but everytime he felt angry he always knew the right place to subside his anger was the palace. Maybe because it had this peaceful feeling it emitted. He was glad that the garden was there. His anger would not subside immediately that is why he had to stay there for some more time. It would help him better. It was going to take him some long time to calm down. What was going on and why he did he not know about it. He kept on asking himself. His head was filled with questions that he wanted to find answers to.He was not going to let this go so easily until he found out what was really going on between them. He was not going to rest until he found out the answers to his questions.
He was going to make sure of that.
Back in Jordan's room.Neya realized what was going on and immediately pulled herself away from Jordan's embrace.
Neya did not t know what got into her to make her just accept the hug that Jordan just gave her. Maybe it was only the memory of her grandma. It had been a long time since she was given a warm felt hug to comfort her. No one had ever given her a hug in a long time except her grandma. Maybe she was reminded of her grandmother's sweet warm hug.
She had been reminded of those days that her grandma used to comfort her when she was still with her. Every time she felt sad and lonely her grandma never hesitated to hug her. Not even for a bit. That's why she felt so lonely. No one really understood her like her grandma. She only wished that everything would be over with and she would get back with her. Her warm hugs and sweet words she missed everything about her.
Maybe the hug Jordan just gave her reminded her of her grandma. That's why she did not hesitate to immediately pull away. She only wondered when her part she had to play would be over. So that she could go back.
Oh how she wished she could just see her.Even just for a minute. Then she would have the strength to go on. One glance at her would give her all the strength that she needed. But she knew that that would never happen. Even though how much she wanted it to. Never in her life would it. She knew that if she ever wanted to see her again she would have to complete her task. The main reason she was there in the first place. She knew if she did not do that then she would not be seeing her grandma for a long time. She just hoped that her grandma was okay.
"Grandma, I will come back to you soon. Just wait for me,"she said to herself.
She knew that it was entirely her fault. It was her fault that she was in this mess and she would not get out of it not only after some time. It was her fault that she did not know what condition the only person who loved her and cared for her was in. She was at fault here. It was only because of her that her only family alive was now very far away from her.
She knew she had to fix this mess and the only way she would do that was to do her task as fast as she could. Then everything would be alright and back to normal.
"I am so sorry grandma but I will fix this mess and I will make sure I come back to you. I made a mistake and I have to pay for it but I know soon everything will be better. Forgive me. This is my mistake and I will have to pay for it. It will not be long grandma. It will be soon. Very soon. Just right after I finish my part. I will be back to you and you will be back to me. And everything will be the way it used to be"Neya determinedly said
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