My heart beats faster and faster as I wait for Zara to return, How am I a grown adult still getting this anxious over being alone with someone? My heart is in my stomach and my stomach is in knots, I clean up the rest of the movies and place them on the table.
I grab La casa con la scala nel buio, one of my favorites! I graze over the case with my index finger as I hear Zara and the bags coming closer. As I turn around she's already here I help as she places the bags on the foot of the bed before she turns to me and asks "Would you be more comfortable in the front room or in here?.. We could make a makeshift pallet like we used to do at sleepovers!" I'm not familiar with that as that wasn't my thing, people weren't really my thing.
I bite my lip as I'm not sure so I turn it back on her and ask her what she thinks would be more comfy. She motions to her bed and says "Most comfy spot in the house, plus I have have my room set up for stuff like this! I like my privacy and I like my peace!" She says with smirk. I couldn't agree more, although when she's around I genuinely enjoy her company on a non attraction level.
We go to the kitchen to grab plates and the trays, I watch as Zara sets the movie up, dim the lights and we climb in bed and spread the food out to make our plates. Not too many people could eat to this kind of movie but neither one of us have an issue. We spend the first half hour of the movie eating until we can't eat anymore. We pause the movie and put the leftovers in the fridge, as I make my way back to the bed Zara was grabbing drinks.
I watch as she passes, climb back into the bed and hands me a glass as she pours the Noughty into our glasses. She turns the light all the way down now. I take a big gulp trying to calm my nervousness. This time she gets under the covers and I follow suit, and it was at this moment I realize that I should've put on shorts under my oversized tee. I gulp down the rest of my glass letting the liquor do its thing, calm my nerves and take away my quiet side.
There are a few jump scares, gasps and shit talking to the characters as we finish the movie. As Zara is changing movies I see a text from Zeke saying goodnight and I shoot him a quick response saying goodnight and tons of emojis. Tipsy Serenity is goofy, not my normal quiet, reserved self. That's why I usually take it easy or lightly.
This next movie is one I've never seen and it's definitely on the darker side. The jump scares on this one has my lit self in a bliss, I pour some more wine into my glass as I take a big drink and set it on the nightstand table next to me. I lay back down again as I yelp and grab her hand under the blankets as I wasn't expecting the 'In your face' jump in the movie, our fingers intertwine but neither of us let go.
No looks are exchanged, just rapid heartbeats I swear she can hear. I feel her thumb trace up and down mine, slowly.. Softly.. This feels so comfortable, natural! I feel my heart beat slow down a bit, at this point I'm watching the movie but I'm in my head, just picturing Zara on top of me, taking me. I feel her scoot just a bit closer to me as she props herself up on her elbow and asks "When did you fall in love with these kinda movies?"
Her face is so close mine I can almost feel it, I shrug lightly and say "Like 13... like I said I was a lonely child who never really liked people.. But to be fair Halloween was and still is my first love when it comes to horror flicks" She laughs and her dimples are in full affect, even laying down they make my knees weak. I shift in place as she says "Ahh, that's where we differ I was an Elm st girl!"
Her big, bright green eyes are looking into mine and my heart starts racing. I feel the butterflies in my stomach start up again, she literally has the prettiest face I've ever seen. Green eyes, beautiful skin, perfect teeth and again the dimples. And that's not even getting into her body, everything I've seen so far has me drooling, I bet she tastes good too.
Zara takes my hand and pulls me down closer to her and says "I know I said I'd be good... But... Being good has never really been my thing!" Before she presses her delicious lips onto mine gently sliding her tongue into my mouth. We take our time in the moment, savoring every move our tongues make against each other. I moan as I feel her nip at my lip causing a jolt and goosebumps to cover my whole body.
I take my hand and place it on her lower back to pull her closer into me. I've never been this intimate with a girl so I let her take the lead, I can feel just how moist I'm getting. I feel Zaras soft hand on my hip, gripping tightly before she moves it lower to the bottom lining of my tee. Her hand slides underneath and slowly creeps up to my waistline as she pulls back and says "Tsk Tsk.. Did someone forget her panties this time?"
I giggle as I feel her fingers trace along my upper thigh, so close to my throbbing opening. She's teasing me, she knows I want it, I know she can feel the heat coming from me. She's now propped up higher than me as she quietly asks if I've ever been with a girl before. I shake my head and softly reply "You'll be my first" She looks at me and says "Good!"
Zara kisses me again gliding against my skin her hand reaches up under my shirt as I feel her fingers squeeze and massage my left breast while the kissing gets more intense. My breathing is now pretty rapid, not wanting her to stop. I feel as she moves from my mouth to my neck. With every kiss and nibble it fills me with pure lustful bliss ready to have her take me at any time.