บท 27: FORGOT
I woke up when I heard my phone rang. Gosh, who would call at this moment? It's still early!
"Hello?" I answered, half-awake
[It's our bonding day right? Don't forget!] I heard Joshua oppa's voice
"I'll come around 5 pm, I need to clean my dorm"
[Fine, inform us if you're coming already] I nodded even though he can't see me and I ended the call and continue sleeping
I woke up again around 11 pm. I got up and did my routine in the bathroom. I went to the living room and I saw mallows, she stood up while wagging her tail. You remember mallows right? She's my shitzu dog and Jeonghan gave her to me
I went to her and hugged her. We played for minutes because it's been a while since we bond. I have a project right now and it's a drama, School 2025. Every year, they KBS entertainment did this School 'series' but my favorite was 'Who are you: School 2015' Where Kim Sohyun-sunbaenim starred. I got the main role and I'm acting with Jooha, we both got the main role so these days, we're very tired and very busy. It's my first time acting the main role so I'm nervous but the director said it's great so I believe on him. It's our day off today and I'm gonna bond with SVT oppas
I played some musics and ate my brunch. Breakfast plus Lunch, Brunch. I did clean my whole dorm and after that, I exercised in my living room before taking a bath. I finished doing everything around 2 pm so I took a nap again and woke up around 4:50 to fix my self.
Exactly 5pm when I went out from my dorm, wearing a pants and Joshua oppa's hoodie that I found earlier at my closet. While going down, I texted them that I'm on my way through our group chat but no one read it. I went to their door and rang the bell. I tried entering the pass code but the screen says 'locked'
Are they not here?
I rang the bell again and waited but no one answered. I got my phone and called them but they're not answering. I chatted again and again at our group chat but no one's reading it. I called them again and it rang but they turned off their phones
Is something's happening?
I called Jeonghan oppa and he's not answering too so I called Joshua oppa. Luckily, he answered
"Oppa! Where are you?" I asked, worried
[Ahmm we're here outside] He answered. I can hear other people's shout
"Where exactly are you?" I asked again
[We're h..... the.....] and then the call suddenly ended
What? I didn't understand!
I sat on the floor and waited for them... for hours
"Faster! kill the mobs!" I shouted to Jooha. we're playing minecraft and the mobs suddenly attacked us.. "OMG I DIED!" I shouted again. This is irritating plus the fact that I'm waiting here for almost 4 hours now! It's already 9 pm!
The elevator suddenly opened so I ended the call with Jooha and stood up
"That's really good earlier huh!" I heard Seungkwan oppa said
"She's really brave riding that vikings!" I heard Dino oppa said again. They went to amusement park?
"Angel!" Mingyu oppa noticed me first. I saw all of them in front of me.... with.... Sunnie. So they went to Amusement park with Sunnie when it's supposed to be Angel's day
"Angel! Did you just arrived?" Jun oppa asked. I wanted to cry but I can't... I can't be weak in front of Sunnie. She might think that she won again
"Yeah. Where have you been? I tried calling all of you" I said, stopping my tears from falling. I deeply breath to calm my self
"We went to Seoul Land with Sunnie!" Dino oppa answered. I smiled. faked smiled and nodded
"Are you hungry let's go inside!" Mingyu oppa said and they all went inside. I looked at Sunnie ans she smirked to me. I noticed the cardigan she's wearing was... Jeonghan's
"Are you alright?" Joshua oppa asked. I looked at him and my tears suddenly fell. I'm not used with this feeling. They spoiled me, giving me all of their attentions so I don't want someone's taking what's mine.
"Shhh stop crying now" He said as he hugged me and caress my back to calm me down.
"I'm sorry. My phone suddenly died so I wasn't able to contact you. I'm sorry. Oppa's here now" he whispered. I deeply breath again and again to calm me down
"I'm sorry if you waited" he said and he unwrapped the hug. He wiped my tears using his hand "Stop now.. please?" He asked. I nodded and let out a smile to assure him that I'm okay.
He nodded and we both went inside and they're all sitting at the sofa and at the floor. I was supposed to sit where I always sit but Sunnie pushed me and she sat at the chair. That chair is mine! It's literally mine because it's pink and Scoups oppa got it for me
"Excuse me? That's my chair" I said to her
"Sorry. I sat here first" I gasped. How dare she
"For your information, that's literally mine" I said and raised an eyebrow
"Shh Angel, don't be rude! Just let her" I heard Seungkwan oppa said. I looked at him and his eyes are telling me to listen to him because he's the oldest between us. I rolled my eyes to her and sat beside Joshua oppa.
I glared at her and she smirked again so I rolled my eyes on her. "Calm down" Joshua oppa whispered. But I can't stop to feel irritated just by looking at her and she's sitting beside my honey! who wouldn't get irritate right? He didn't even said anything to me since they came back.. No hi no hello. nothing. He won't even looked at me
"What should we watch?" Wonwoo oppa asked
"Horror movies! like before!" I said, trying to be lively
"No. I'm scared" Sunnie said and pouted
"Okay. not Horror" Dino oppa said that made me more irritated. I know I'm acting like a spoiled brat but can you blame me? They spoiled me!
I can't count how many times I rolled my eyes, watching this movie. This is really cringey! They're watching Romantic- Comedy movie and its' really cringey. Like ewww.. Does are not even real. Yuck
"I'm hungry" I said. Wonwoo oppa gave me a paper bag so I opened it
"We ate earlier and we took out some" he explained while his eyes are fixed on the TV. I rolled my eyes again and looked what's inside
"Oppa. do you want me to be dead?" I asked and took out what's on the paper bag. It's a seafood sushi! They know I'm allergic to seafoods! I can't even eat fish! A small amount of seafood can kill me! That's why I always eat meats and fruits!
"Oh! I'm sorry. I forgot" Wonwoo oppa said. I sighed. This is too much! I stood up and walked towards the main door
"Angel! Where you going!" I heard them asked. I sighed and didn't looked at them because my tears started to fall
I didn't answered them. I felt like something got stuck on my throat that I can't say a single word so I just went outside and stopped at the hallway "Angel!" I last heard them shout before the door completely closed
I stayed there for minutes just to calm my self. I heard the door opened so I quickly wiped my tears
"Poor you" I heard a girl said. I turned around and saw Sunnie with her smirked
"They totally forgot you as they're was with me" she said and laughed
"Why are you doing this? I did my best to be good to you but you're really testing my temper!" I shouted. I can't control my self anymore...
"Oh my gash. Look at you, crying. Does it hurt? Just wait and see. Sooner or later, I'll take everything from you even your honey" she said as she came closer to me. I tried to prevent my self but I couldn't help it
I slapped him. Not just once, not just twice but thrice
"You don't have the right to disrespect me! They're right, we're not the same! because I'am on the top and your just below my feet. You will not going to be me. You and I will never be the same because you're a dumb, pathetic, social climber that wants nothing but to be me" I said as I pushed her back
"Well, sorry hon. We're not the same level and I. I won't stoop down to your level" I said and and walked beside her, hitting her shoulder with my shoulder
I was about to pressed the elevator's button but she suddenly grabbed my hair
"Who do you think you are?! I'll put you down!" she said and slapped me. I slapped her too and we began, grabbing each other's hair while shouting in pain
"You won't succeed! You'll never have everything I have because you're nothing!" I last shouted as I felt someone, stopping me from behind. Maybe if I'm the old Angel, I'll probably run away and cry my eyes out.. But... I'm not that weak anymore...
"What's happening?!" Jeonghan asked and looked at the two of us. I saw Seungkwan, Dino and Jun oppa, stopping her while the Joshua, Mingyu and Dk oppa are holding my hands to prevent me
I pushed their hand away, I'm really mad.. really really mad.
"Why don't you ask YOUR Sunnie?!" I shouted at him, emphasizing the word 'your' before walking out. I went upstairs where my dorm is. I'm supposed to enter my pass code but I remember that they can easily went in so I went inside the elevator and went to Gfriend's dorm
I rang the bell and Sowon unnie opened the door. As I saw her, my tears started to fall again and I can feel my heart is in pain
"Unnie" I said as I cried and hugged her "Shhh what happened? come inside" She said so we went inside and she closed the door
I sat at the sofa and other unnies came out from their room
"What happened? Who did that to you?!" SinB unnie asked, shocked. I didn't answered and continued crying
"Yah yah. get the emergency kit" I heard Yerin unnie said and Yuju unnie get it for me. Sowon unnie sat in front of me "What happened?" She asked again
"It hurts you know? I feel like they don't like me anymore just because Sunnie came" I said and my tears started to fall again. Umji unnie handed me a tissue
"Sunnie? The trainee?" She asked and I nodded "Why is she here?" Sowon unnie added
"Unnie, you don't know? They're already living here with us since last week" Yerin unnie said. How can I not know?
"Why I didn't know?" Sowon unnie asked as she put medicines on my face where my scars are
"Duh! You're busy!" SinB unnie said and rolled her eyes
"It's supposed to be our bonding day so I told them that i'll go to their dorm at 5pm since I will clean my dorm. I went there and they're not inside so I waited for 4 hours. 4 hours! only knowing that they spend their time with her. Unnie can you blame me? They spoiled me for years! giving me all of their attentions and then suddenly, someone's getting them from me" I explained
"Hays. I already told Seungkwan not to spoil you. Look what happened?" SinB unnie said and shook her head
"Angel.. Listen.. Ahmm.. We understand how you feel but you know? Maybe you should start getting used getting half of their attentions just to prepare yourself because it's not forever that you'll get their attentions. Maybe, the time will come that they'll have their girlfriends right?" Sowon unnie explained. I understand what she means and It's really okay if its just friend but.. Sunnie have her plan! a bad plan!
"Can't you get it unnie? Sunnie's doing this on purpose just to get them! just to get my honey! just to get everything I have!" I almost shouted in frustration
"I knew it! The first time I saw that girl, she's really on something!" SinB unnie said. Sowon unnie stopped her but she whispered-shouted "What?!" "You're not helping!" Sowon unnie said
"It's okay.. Stop crying" Yerin unnie said and caressed my back. We all looked at the door when it ranged
"Unnie... I know its them. I can't talk to them so tell them I'm not here!" I said and went to the bathroom to hide. I looked at the mirror and saw my reflection. My eyes are red because of cryings. I look pale and I can see little scars on my face and my hair was a mess
I heard the door opened and heard some footsteps "Is Angel here?" I heard Jeonghan asked. Ha! what came to his mind that she looked for me?
"No.. she's not here. Is something happened?" I hears Sowon unnie acted. Thank God she saved me!
"Uhmm nothing. I'll go now" I heard him said and the door closed. I came out and he really is gone
"Can't you talk about it? his worried" Sowon unnie said
"Unnie, do you know what he's doing to me?" I asked and my tears started to fall again
"He can't even spare me a time. He spend his days, weeks with that witch and he can't even text me or check on me if I'm breathing, If I'm okay. He can't text or chat 'hi' 'hello'" I shrugged "Nothing" I added
"Did you talked about this?" Yuju unnie asked
"Of course! He promised that he'll have time for me but... Nothing happened! Ha! why did I even expect? It seems like he's not my boyfriend you know. Joshua oppa is more acting like my boyfriend than him, who's literally my boyfriend. I don't know whats happening. I'm tired... I'm tired.. I don't know what should I do but I know that since she cam into our lives, everything become a mess" I can't stop my tears and they all just fall. My toes are shaking and I feel weak so I just sat at the floor, don't know what to do
Sowon unnie came to me and hugged me "Shh everything will be alright" she whispered
I really hope it is....
I wish it's just a nightmare....
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