บท 65: Symptoms of...?
*a week later
We got ready to leave for the award show. We packed everything and today was the day we were to fly.
I was happy and excited. This time we didn't know where we were going. This made me more curious.
"Where are we going sir?" I asked the manager.
"That's a surprise."
"Sir! Please! I won't tell the guys."
"It's a secret them means it's a secret for all. Now get on board and stop asking people where you're going." He smiled and left.
I went in and sat on the last seat. I loved the last seats. Jimin accompanied me.
I sat by the window. Everyone got in and the flight was about to take off. I held his hand tight. He covered his other hand tight on my hand which was holding his.
I sighed as it was in air.
"You ok?" I nodded.
"Ma'am, sir, would you like to have anything?" The air hostess asked.
"No thanks. I'm fine." I said.
"Yeah me too. Thanks." He said.
"If anything please let me know." She said and left.
"It's so nice to fly again." I said. He agreed.
I listened to music and shook my head to the tune.
Slowly I fell asleep.
*time skip
"Y/n, y/n." I heard Jimin calling me.
I woke up and looked. The plane had landed.
"We've reached." He said.
"So soon?" I said and got up.
I was half awake and half asleep. My eyes were half open. I held onto the person in front of me and walked.
"Y/n, wake up. You can't be with us on camera."
"Right. Then you guys go ahead. I'll come later." I said and sat on the chair as we came in from the boarding area.
"Y/n, come." He said.
"Please. I'm feeling lazy all of a sudden. Leave someone here and I'll come with them."
"If you dont come now, dinner cancel."
"This is not fair. I'll come." My eyes opened up fully and stood up and stamped my feet and walked with the staffs.
I wondered what place it could be. I had no idea.
We got in the car and travelled to the hotel. There were a lot of casinos. Seeing that I knew where it was.
"Do you know where we are?" Jungkook asked.
"LAS VEGAS!" I said.
"Oh! Oh-yeah its Las Vegas."
"This is one of the best places." Namjoon oppa said. I agreed.
We reached to the hotel and got into our rooms.
"So when is this happening?" I asked.
"Day after tomorrow." Taehyung said.
"What? You guys never tell me what's happening here."
"Tomorrow, we need to go to the stage and do rehearsal." He said.
"Ok." I said and went to my room.
I slept happily like a log.
*next day
I got up early and got ready for today. I shared my room with Mia. She was all ready before me.
We headed out and had breakfast with the guys.
We left to the venue. It was near the hotel.
We reached soon and went to the back stage. It was quite damn big.
There were a lot of artist there. I couldn't recognise most of them cause I rarely had time to listen to music. That too after I got in BigHit I literally had a single time to open the music app.
But I know only one or two and they were my favourite.
Shawn Mendes and Ariana Grande. I kinda listened to their songs. But they were the only pop singers I know.
We walked in and sat in the room. They were talking about something while I just sat and thought about how to tell Jimin my feelings.
"So when is your guys rehearsal?" I asked.
"Next is ours." Namjoon oppa said. I nodded and stay put.
The guys were leaving.
"Y/n, coming to see?" Taehyung asked.
"No. I mean, you guys go ahead. I'll join." I said and they left.
I sighed and walked out of the room and to the front of the stage. The place where the audience view it.
I sat down and looked at the guys performing. They were starting. I looked at Jimin.
How do I tell? What if he rejects? What if I have to lose him again?
Stop. Thinking. Negative.
I just looked at Jimin. I wondered when and where and what to tell.
I just went into my own thoughts.
*after few minutes
I was into so much thinking that I didn't know that someone had sat beside me.
"Y/n, what are you thinking?" I didn't see who it was.
"Nothing. Just wondering how to tell."
"To tell what? To whom?" He asked.
"About how to tell Jimin about...." I looked at the person and it was Jimin himself.
I didnt realise it was him and thank gos I stopped at the right time.
"Tell me about what?" He asked.
"N-n-nothing." I got up.
He held my hand and I stopped in my track.
I looked at him.
"What is it?" He asked.
"I told nothing."
He came more forward. Our eyes met. We were inches apart. He slowly moved forward when....
When suddenly My phone rang.
I moved and attended the call. Thank god the call came at the right time.
"I'm sorry. I have to go." I said and walked. While walking, I hit my arm somewhere but didn't pay attention to it.
I walked back stage and cut the call as I was already there.
By mistake I dashed into someone.
"I'm sorry." I said without looking.
"It's ok. Sorry." He said and left.
"Hey. You're bleeding." He said.
I looked at him and was shocked to see Shawn Mendes.
Then I looked at my hand and yeah it was bleeding.
"It's ok. I'll be fine." I said.
"Come over. I'll put some medicine." He said and held my hand and took me.
He got some first aid and applied an ointment on it.
"Thanks." I said.
"No problem. So, are you new here?"
"Yeah. I actually came with the K-Pop group, BTS."
"Really?! But you look young for working as their....."
"PA." I said. I didn't know what to say and I don't want people to know what my position exactly is, I lied. A small lie wouldn't hurt, right?
"How do you do it?"
"Like you." He was confused.
"You too started music in a young age then why can't I start working as a PA."
"You got me there." He said smiling.
"Ok. I'll take a leave. Thanks again."
"No problem."
Before I left I turned to him and asked,
"Are you free now?"
"Yeah. Any help?"
"No just asked. Do you wanna meet the guys?"
"Sure." He said immediately.
We walked quietly to the the guys room.
As we reached, I asked him to stay out for a minute so the guys get surprised.
"What are you guys even doing?" I asked as I entered.
"Playing." Jungkook said.
"There's someone to meet you." I said and peeped out of the door.
He came in and the guys were shocked and happy to see him.
"Hey guys." Shawn said.
To make it less worse from staring at him and being quiet Namjoon oppa spoke.
"Nice to meet you." He said shook hands with him. So did the others.
"I've heard a lot about you guys."
"Yeah." Namjoon said scratching his head.
"Y/n, what happened to your hand?" Hoseok oppa asked.
"That. I hit myself somewhere and Shawn offered to bandaid it." I said.
"Ok, I have some other work. It was great seeing you guys. I'll see you guys later." He said.
"Y/n bye." He said and left.
"What was that?" Taehyung said.
"What was what?"
"He said goodbye to you separately. He likes you." He said.
"Come on. It's not like that."
"Then why would he offer to aid you when you're hurt?"
"Ok. I'll tell you what happened. I was walking at the backstage and we dashed by mistake. At first I didn't see who it was and then he said hurt my hand and he offered to blah, blah, blah and he met you guys and left." I said.
"What's that blah, blah?" He asked.
"Gosh! He gave me first aid and we just talked."
"What did you talk?" He went more deeper into the questions.
"It's none of your business." I said went out of the room.
I stood by the vending machine.
"Y/n, why did you come out?" Jimin came and said.
"Why did I come? What is wrong with Taehyung? Why does he keep asking random things?"
"Let's say he's a curious guy."
"He actually acts weird at times."
"Dont say like that. You'll regret it."
"Ok. I take it back."
We walked by the backstage.
"It's been long since we've spent time alone." He said.
"Yeah. We've been focusing on work and other things but didn't look at us." I said.
"I'm actually really proud of you guys."
"Wae?"
"Look at you guys. You're here, for an award, an International award. And soon it'll be a Grammy, one of the best music awards ever. It's like getting an Oscar."
He smiled.
"You guys have great fans."
"Thanks to our ARMY who have stayed with us throughout our journey. If we're here, it's all cause of them. If we're getting this award, it's cause of them."
I accepted. It was true. If they're here, with getting a billboard, being in the billboard charts is all cause of their fans, ARMY.
"Shall we get back. It's gonna get dark and you've gotta be fresh tomorrow." I said. He nodded and we went back to the hotel.
*next day
I got ready and went out to see if all of them were ready.
"You guys ready?" I asked. They nodded and we left to the venue.
As we got there, we went into our room.
"You guys stay here. I'll go ask them when you guys are good to go." I said and went to the person in charge of everything and asked him.
On my way, I bought some candies.
As I came back, Jimin was standing by the door.
"What are you doing here?" I said chewing the candy.
He pulled me to another room.
"Why did you pull me? I would've come on my own."
"Sorry. But now, I need your help." I asked him what by wiggling my eyebrows.
He showed his tux.
"There's nothing here. It's all perfect."
"Aishhh! See properly. The button came out.
"For this why did you bring me here?"
"If the others get to know, I'm dead. That too Namjoon hyung really doesn't like hearing stuffs like this. So, do you know how to stitch?"
"Obviously. Your mom was the who taught me how to stitch." I said and looked around.
It was like the same room as theirs. But there was no one. But there were needles and thread.
I took them and the button and started stitching.
I nearly finished when by mistake the needle pricked my finger.
"Ouch!" I flinched due to the sudden prick.
"Y/n, again?" He said and took my finger and kept it in his mouth and sucked in my blood.
"You big vampire." I said. He smiled and continued taking it.
When as a child, his mom used to teach me stitching and there were a lot number of times I've pricked myself.
I used to show stitching to Jimin. Which was just for fun but most of the times, end up pricking.
The first day, I pricked, he felt lazy to get a bandaid and used to put my finger in his mouth and take it in. And I used to call him vampire, cause they suck blood.
Good old times. But this time it felt different.
I've heard people say, as a kid, whatever you do is fun. But as you grow and become an adult, it is not fun, but something else. Some weird feeling.
Heart fluttering, butterflies in stomach, thinking about him, a smile while seeing/thinking about him.
These are my symptoms that I've noticed while I'm with Jimin. These symptoms show that I like him a lot.
The symptoms that makes me crazy for having him. For being under his arms. Hearing his angelic voice. Seeing his handsome face in the morning as the first thing.
The symptoms of love!
Gosh! Wish I could just tell you how much I love you. But not now. The right time will come soon. And I'm waiting for it.
"Jimin-ah, what are you doing here?" I came back to reality. Jin oppa called him.
"Sorry. You're done. All the best." I said to all of them and they left to their seats.
To be continued...
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