บท 211: When did I change? [2/2]

People yearned for meaningful relationships. The safe space where you could be yourself and not be mocked for your weakness. 

Most tried to find that piece of heaven in their family or friends. But most of the time, only the most intimate relationships got that far.

Relationships were not based on sex alone. Sex was great, but being with people who lifted you up was what made or broke relationships. If you and your partner were just toxic to each other, even the best sex in the world would not be enough.

Bella, Jo, Jas, Liv, Robyn, Aki and Lilly, somehow these women became extremely important to me.

Just the memory of their voices and faces was enough to make my veins run with excitement. Like the nourishing rain after a long drought, my soul became addicted to their affection. And today I finally get to see them again.

Feeling the immense joy in my heart, I tried to control myself.