บท 19: A Risk I need To Take
So, Day here! I know I haven't posted a chapter in a bit. No worries! It's coming. The reason for this is because I'm about to take a huge risk. I'm setting up a p.a.t.r.e.o.n. and a k.o.f.i. I'm going to start writing in a more eccentric and consistent capacity for this fic, my original novel Gamer souls, and a new fanfic I am gonna start posting about Lethal company.
The reason why I say I am taking a risk is cause I'm gonna do my damndest to take writing to a point where I can do it full-time. I'm gonna be posting my stuff on other places as well like fanfiction net, and royal road for gamer souls. I genuinely want to take my writing to the highest level possible, and I am putting a time limit on myself too.
I want to be able to go full-time writing by the end of June, preferably earlier. I'm gonna be busting my ass like no tomorrow and write like I'm possessed. So sometime next week, when I post another chapter, prepare for a hell of a lot more.
Also, another thing, while I am making things like p.a.t.r.e.o.n and k.o.f.i I am trying to think of additional benefits outside of early chapters and possibly throwing people who support me into my fics as random characters or even side characters. I'll probably set up a discord eventually too.
So here is the official 🙌 chapter upload schedule starting next week: Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday will be the days that I post chapters for I can't attack but my summons can.
Wednesday and Sunday for Gamer Souls. Tuesday and Thursday for the to be named Lethal company fanfic.
Also, if you have anything that you think my writing style will fit when it comes to writing a fanfic about, feel free to suggest it to me.
I have been doing therapy and it has been a lot better on my mental. My current goal is to save up enough money so that I can move out of my parents home and afford to rent a place for me and a friend of mine. And eventually buy a home or build a custom house.
I never really had any giant aspirations honestly. I just want to be able to not have to worry about bills, have a roof over my head, and be able to eat as much as I want, while being able to save up money, and helping out my family and community every once in a while.
I guess I do have a goal that I kinda deemed almost impossible so I just have it out there as a dream right now. I want to finish this fic obviously, but the dream is to turn this fic into a fan made game of ffx free for anyone to play. That would cost a crazy amount of money to make happen, especially if I want it to be anything like this fic, or what I imagine for the future.
Speaking of this fic in particular, I have been replaying ffx and watching through all of the cutscenes and story bits on YouTube. I needed to brush up on my knowledge of the overarching story, lore, and any minor details that may blow up due to Yole's existence. And man, there is a lot.
Regardless though, thank you all for the support, and I hope you all can watch me as I do my absolute damndest to grow as a writer to the point I could only dream about in the past. Regardless of how much weight I carry on my shoulders, this will be the first time in a longtime that I am working towards something that I chose for myself without anyone making the decision for me.
I spent a lot of time self-reflecting and thinking about what I really want to do with myself career wise/work wise. It always came down to 4 things at the end of the day. Video editing, content creation, video game development, and writing. While I could put my eggs into multiple baskets, I have been doing that for a longtime and got burnt-out because of my focus being spread so for.
I have been needing to lock in and stop fighting myself. I have been my own worst enemy for years. I have stopped myself from doing what could really make me successful in life at every second of each day. No matter what I did, it wasn't good enough, I have been wasting my potential. Well, none of that anymore.
I'm going to see just how far I can take my 'potential' if I lock into one singular thing and stop trying to do a multitude of different industries at once.
Alright, enough of my ramblings. I really wanted to post this because it's been a weight off my shoulders and it's really the only place (outside of my therapist) that I can express my true feelings. Thank you all once again, and I will see yall at the next chapter. Day_Dul out!
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