Sometimes I hate iron for not being steel
Sometimes I hate my smile for not being real
Sometimes I hate you so very much
That I wish that I could just leave you in the dust
Sometimes you make me feel like I want to die
But I'm unable to fly
Why do I feel like I'm just your toy?
A puppet that's lost all its strings
Why do I feel so worthless next to you?
Why do I always feel so inferior when you always say that I'm better than you?
Why do I always feel like a bird that refuses to fly
Even though it's wings are fine?
Why do I feel like I've been punched a hundred million times?
Why do I wish that I wasn't even alive?
Why do I feel like a fraud in a prom dress?
I'm just you jester, dancing on stage
I think I've had enough
I just wish I'd disappear
'Cause you've never really seemed to ever care