I never knew how to feel one day to the next. My life is always so jumbled up and flipped upside down. It always seemed like nothing more then a dream, sometimes good but from time to time not too good. Sometimes I feel as if I am suspended in the air, floating...to where? I can never be completely sure, maybe I am floating to nowhere, never having been anywhere. For one thing, I can be completely certain, everything is changing and it is happening quickly.