บท 18: ch 17. hurts
jimin was cranky after joons visit. he layed in the garden lounger and watched tae playing with the neighbours dog. he was like a child, contray to the manly features. it was a new sight for jimin. tae looked up and walked to him.
"hey.... what happened?" "am i an attention seeker whore?" "what?!" "am i?!" tae tilted his head, sat on the lounger and pulled jimins legs over his lap. "where does that come from?" "they all are.... critizing me... and i know why...." "huh?" "i only told them about yoongi, i lied to them, that everything is rosy and we were so in love and now u are here all of the sudden. they.... asking if i cant be alone" "did joon say that too?" jimin nodded. "what the fuck? he is your best friend" "he is, thats why he has the right to get my head straight, if i do something stupid, u know? best friends code?!" tae huffed, but stayed silent.
jimin told him about his insecurities, how he felt about him with him, his confusions. tae nodded in the end.
"i know and i am sorry. i didnt think about ...u ... really. i was only thinking about my need to see u. if u want, i will drive home and leave u alone" jimin sighed and sat up, close to taes face. "no.... i like having u here. i am just so sorry, thats all a mess with me" tae laughed. "i love mess. mostly i am the one who created it, so no hard feelings here!" "idiot!" tae leaned forward and kissed jimin.
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kook and hope were at the grocery shop and made there weekly chores. "hm.... what ramen do u want? and how much?" kook looked at the variety of instant ramen on the display. "chicken and meat.... do u thing these packages are enough? holy crap, kookie! how much meat do u wanna eat?!" he held a package of pig belly up from the cart. kook glanced at him, while taking the ramen and nodded. "of course we need all of them. i am making barbeque today. we need vegetables too!" "i love your barbeque!" "i know!" "but its a bit much for only us.... i wont fit in my dresses anymore!" hobi pouted. kook snickered and kissed him. "ooohhh, as u would ever gonna be fat! u are moving to much!" hope looked funny at him and shook his head. "moving to much.... funny boy" he murmured and almost ran somebody over.
"joon... hey!" the three looked at each other. joon rubbed his neck and smiled. "hey... beeing domestic, i see" "sure! what are u buying?" joon raised his hand with toiletpaper. kook chuckled. "mom forced me to do shopping today" "did she gave u a list?" hobi grinned. joon held out a piece of paper. "of course" joon laughed.
together they looked for joons items and talked. it was calm and funny. joon thought that this was a miracle, after all the shit between them, but he liked it.
as they were joking around and shopped, kook invited him for dinner. "really? great! thanks!"
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"u wanna invite your friends?" jin nodded. "u wanna introduce them to me?" jin nodded again. "if u want?" paul smiled. "its about time, baby!" jin looked surprised. "time? why didnt u say something?" "i wanted u to be comfortable" "u are the best, u know that?!" he pulled paul closer and placed kisses on his face. paul giggled and hugged his babe tight. "i was never happier in my life, do u know that? i should fall on my knees and pray to any god, who led me to your bar that first night!" "wow! i got a romantic!" jin grinned. "but u are right. we should thank cupid for that" "u are the best thing in my life" paul whispered.
jin just melted. he never had such a romantic, wonderful boyfriend. he had to get used to that, not that he was abused or anything in his previous relationships, but they were never like paul and jin enjoyed every second, every corkyness, every cliché. it was so new to him.
jin sighed and hugged him tighter. "i will call them"
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TAE:
jimin slept and i tried to be quiet. i walked to his room and sat on his bed, watching him. he was so beautiful, fragile. i wanted, needed to protect him! he was my little baby!
i got along with his parents and they became comfortable with me, so they went on a beach vacation for a week, leaving me and jimin alone. nice!
i layed on my back, spooned him and enjoyed his mumbles. his body nuzzled more into mine and i held him tight. my poor baby.
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