บท 43: What i done?

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"Hah, ha..." without realizing it, I, suddenly felt a tightness right in my chest.

For some reason, I feel that all of this is unfair.

'What have I done? Why must mother sacrifice herself for me?'

'Why is this world so unfair... I clearly didn't do anything wrong.'

I, endlessly asking myself, wanted to know where my mistake was.

In fact, I'm clearly doing all this for my family.

What did I do wrong?

I'm angry, but I don't intend to take revenge.

I know, know that revenge will only bring karma.

Even so, I still couldn't believe that my mother would be willing to sacrifice a quarter of her life just for a small child.

Plus, that little fellow, he was none other than the one who had insulted my older brother.

"Ahhhh!!!" suddenly, I, subconsciously screamed as loud as possible.

I'm really frustrated, but I don't know anymore.

Should I take revenge? Of course, I don't want to do that anymore.

I realized, that revenge would only bring more suffering.

If I kill Eric, can I restore my mother's lifespan?

Of course not!

Therefore, I had to change my attitude.

"I'm sorry, mother... If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to sacrifice your life..." I said, not forgetting to bow.

I felt guilty, more than I had ever felt.

In fact, in my previous life, I never once felt this feeling.

My father, he could only continue to stay where he was.

Just look, his gaze, it continues to be focused on his wife.

He had been completely lost in thought, thinking what he should do.

For a moment, a memory of where he first met his wife came back to his mind.

At that time, my mother, she lived in a kingdom.

In essence, she was not a noblegirl or a descendant of the ruler.

Instead, she was a commoner.

She was born into a simple family, living barely.

The first time my father and mother met, was when my mother was still working in a bar.

It could say, it was a place where commoners usually gathered.

Every day my father comes to that place, just to calm down.

Don't know why, who knows.

As time goes by, they end up liking each other.

Sadly...

Never mind, this matter should not be discussed.

In fact, my father, he doesn't have the slightest intention of remembering his past.

In his perspective, this matter was long forgotten by him.

Even if my father remembered, there was nothing he could change.

In the end, my father, he was not a king.

He was a commoner, without any right to rule.

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The next day, I suddenly woke up from my sleep.

When I opened my eyes, I saw something.

That something, like I saw the figure of my mother.

Without delay, my eyes, they became teary again.

"Mother!" I shouted, realizing that this wasn't a dream.

"Mother...?" unfortunately, I saw some of my mother's hair turning white.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked, confused about what was happening.

When my mother heard my question, she couldn't help but smile.

"Are you worried? This is a side effect of me using my abilities. Don't be afraid, mother will recover in a few days." my mother answered, telling me to stay calm.

That's right, right now, my mother's body, it feels very weak

But well, that doesn't mean she can't wake up from her sleep.

As long as she doesn't cross the line, then there's no problem.

"Mother… I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to endure this pain. If I had known this earlier, I would never have acted that arrogantly again." I said, endlessly expressing my regret.

"I promise, I will never act like that again. I'm sorry."

As a good child, I also don't forget to apologize.

However, I know that all of this is my fault.

Suddenly, my mother, she subconsciously hugged me.

At first, I was surprised by my mother's attitude.

I thought, my mother, she was going to slap me.

But apparently, what I thought was wrong.

"It's okay, I know you will realize your mistake. This is all over, you can go back to doing what you want. I hope you never do this again."

"I understand..."

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