บท 83: UNFAMILIAR FEELING

As Doctor Harold continues explaining what could be the cause and the effects of Gabriel's unexpected current condition, my heart continues to ache from deep within. I could literally feel it being gripped and squeezed to a certain kind of extent that was suffocating and thus making it hard for me to breathe. 

I couldn't explain why of all the people that he could ever forget remembering, then why me. Why me when I was with him for quite some time now? Why me when I was his wife, his better half? Why me when he told me several times before that he loved me and would do anything for me? Why me? Why on Earth does it have to be me? 

I can't grasp the truth that was now laid in front of me. I couldn't believe that after everything that we have been through for how many months, all those moments we've shared and all the fights we fought back then, it was I whom he couldn't remember.