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that morning again
"I told Gyuri that I'll be home in the afternoon, so stop by after school and get an eye patch."
Sunmi spoke to her son Siwoo, who was leaving the house preparing to go to school.
"Yeah, okay, all I have to do is get an eye patch, right? I'll come back."
"Okay, take care~"
It was Sunmi who sent all the children to the academy for the last time to see off her son.
The noisy morning routine that seemed like a daily event had barely come to an end.
Strange times left alone in an empty house
Sunmi busily moved her body as if trying to fill that empty time with busyness.
To dispose of the laundry, I go to the laundry room and turn on the washing machine.
Come to the kitchen, clean up the table and wash the dishes.
After I finish washing the dishes, I start cleaning the house.
After finishing the living room, kitchen, laundry room, and master bedroom, the second floor stairs and passage are in order.
Children's rooms are left untouched.
All I had to do was empty the trash can.
That was Sunmi's educational policy of respecting children's privacy.
After cleaning is complete, take the washed laundry out of the washing machine and hang it on the drying rack.
Only then does Sunmi sigh.
Sunmi, a full-time housewife, has faithfully repeated these tasks almost every day for nearly 20 years.
And soon I head to the bathroom to wash off the sweat I shed while cleaning.
In front of the bathroom was a space that served as both a laundry room and a locker room.
Take off your clothes in the locker room.
She glances at her light purple panties hanging on the drying rack with the other laundry.
Sunmi knew that Siwoo had recently started masturbating.
The smell of chestnut flowers wafting from the trash can in Siu Room.
Poor post-processing
Sehee also seemed to have noticed her younger brother's masturbation.
sexy morning attire
Sehee makes mischievous sexual jokes
Even though it was for teasing between siblings rather than seduction between the opposite sex, it worked the same way.
son's erect penis
Sunmi knew that her son reacted even when he saw her.
So, I always had to be careful to dress modestly at home.
And Sunmi knows that the panties she took off last night have disappeared.
Siwoo also masturbated using his own panties...
The smell of male semen remaining in the panties
I don't know about Si-woo, but Seon-mi was paying attention to changing the trash can in Si-woo's room every day.
The amount of toilet paper today was much more than usual.
The smell also seemed stronger.
Sunmi thought that it was natural for men and women to feel excited when exposed to accidental stimulation, even if they were family members.
However, recognizing family members as sexual objects to achieve intentional excitement is a different matter.
That made Sunmi impatient and nervous.
Sunmi opens the opaque glass door of the bathroom, enters, stands in front of the shower, turns on the water, and wets herself.
Apply body cleanser to a shower towel, lather it up and apply it to your body.
After scanning my body several times, including my chest, stomach, and sides, I moved my right hand to my groin.
Place your middle finger on the crack and rub it up and down for a while.
As soon as you have soaked it enough, find a hole and insert it.
In that state, rotate the clitoris with your thumb to stimulate it.
It was a fairly familiar hand gesture.
Sweet pleasure enjoyed after hard work
For Sunmi, this time of liberation was precious.
Sunmi was originally a person with a strong sexual desire.
Even when my husband was alive, I often enjoyed this secret time of liberation, separate from sex with my husband.
Even when her husband had an affair, when she found out that the affair partner was her daughter, and even when her husband died without any conclusion, Sunmi compulsively masturbated to maintain the image of a perfect mother.
For Sunmi, this time was almost the only act of compensation that allowed her to find balance in her life.
A means of hedonic compensation performed secretly to relieve tension and pressure and maintain a full life as a mother.
For Sunmi, this was more than an addiction, it was like an act of religious meditation.
After reaching the peak of separation from reality, Sunmi collapsed on the floor and enjoyed the long afterglow.
Leaves no trace.
**
As time passed and around the afternoon after a simple lunch, my younger brother, Seonju, came to visit.
Seon-ju, Seon-mi's younger brother, was a single mother with a daughter, Su-ah, who was the same age as Se-young.
Seon-ju knew that his dead brother-in-law was having an affair, and he also knew that the other person was Se-jin.
One of the few special acquaintances who shares Sunmi's secret with Gyu-ri.
Seonju often visits Seonmi's house.
We were originally close friends and our houses were close together.
Because Seon-ju knows the circumstances of her brother-in-law and Se-jin, she was particularly concerned about her sister after her brother-in-law died.
The two were chatting while drinking tea and ended up talking about Sehee's clothes.
"You have to show off your inner self with your family at home, that's what Sehee is good at!"
The aunt began to speak in favor of Sehee.
"What I'm good at is just picking on Siwoo like an old woman~"
Seon-mi, who saw Si-woo suffer in the morning, feels sorry and reacts even more excitedly to Seon-ju's words.
"I heard that if you wrap yourself up like that at home like your sister, boys' immunity to stimulation will only decrease! I heard you started masturbating with your sister's panties? If you're going to pretend not to know anyway, shouldn't you help her like Se-hee so that she can wrap herself up comfortably?"
Seeing her sister getting excited, Seonju speaks teasingly this time.
"Hello, Siwoo is my son? If something happens again, will you take responsibility?"
It was Stern who responded to the owner's words as if they were dumbfounded.
Seonjoo could no longer tease or play pranks because he knew that the word 'again' in the middle of Seonmi's words was said with Sejin's business in mind.
Sunmi also spoke and the two of them seemed to realize that fact and fell silent for a moment.
The ship owner speaks first after a moment of silence.
"Sejin doesn't come home often even now? Doesn't she take care of her sister's duties well?"
"Yeah, I guess he took a leave of absence from university and started working part-time. I heard the news through Siwoo..."
Sunmi trailing off her words
"Go visit me and have a good talk. We can't continue like this."
The ship owner had a sad relationship between the two.
"It still feels a bit awkward, so let's stop talking about it."
Seon-mi interrupts Seon-joo's words in an awkward manner.
Even if you share a secret, you cannot know the inside details of each person.
Sunmi has already forgiven Sejin.
In my heart, a thousand times, ten thousand times...
No matter what she did, Sejin would have been Seonmi's daughter.
But what Sejin wanted was not forgiveness.
An acknowledgment of the relationship that Sejin was accepted as a woman by her mother and her husband.
And the further ritual of not being mother and daughter, which she might have done if her husband had been alive.
For Sunmi, who had a strong sense of self as a mother, this was too harsh.
"Then, I'll go and see you all with Gyu-ri on the weekend!"
After chatting for about 30 more minutes, the owner said hello and promised the next time and left.
**
Today, Sunmi made a reservation at the hospital for Seyoung's psychiatric treatment.
Recently, Seyoung has been unable to sleep alone at night.
Sunmi, the mother, was worried about her daughter, but also felt a great deal of pressure about having her secret time of liberation interrupted.
Seyoung began to fuss all the time, touching Seonmi's breasts and begging for her to breastfeed.
I gave it to him reluctantly a few times, but I had to suffer a lot because of the unpleasant body heat.
After that, I coaxed him, consoled him, and even scolded him, but Seyoung's foolishness only got worse.
Sunmi left a text message for Sehee.
A notification about going out with Se-young and a detailed request to eat with Si-woo.
The outing was not written in detail other than that it was for Seyoung's psychological counseling.
I took a taxi and went to the academy to pick up Seyoung in time for school dismissal.
Seyoung was waiting for her mother in front of the school gate.
I told Seyoung in advance the day before.
My daughter didn't say anything in the taxi on the way to the hospital, probably because she was very nervous.
When you arrive at the hospital, register and go straight to the treatment room.
Sunmi also went through a short examination and consultation with me.
anxiety disorder
The teacher said that Seyoung was showing signs of infantile regression.
He also added that it is better to set aside time to be silly rather than scolding the child.
That's a childish thing that my daughter demands after setting a certain time...
So, it was like asking them to allow me to suck my mother's breast like a baby and do things like that.
Seyoung seemed happy on the inside even though she didn't say anything.
It wasn't that Sunmi didn't like being breastfed by Seyoung.
It was just painful not being able to process the excitement that followed after breastfeeding Seyoung.
When I left the hospital, it was dark outside.
We took a taxi again and went to eat Seyoung's favorite chicken breast and egg rice bowl.
Throughout the meal, Seyoung wrapped her arms around her mother's waist and pressed her face against her mother's large, soft chest.
Like a child who is happy to be allowed to play
Sunmi loved Seyoung's innocence so much that she decided to let Seyoung do whatever she wanted.
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