I open the notepad on my cell phone. Writing always calms me down. And now I need to tell myself who I am. I write:
“ I have always had to be strong in everything in my life, I never had the privilege that ordinary people have of being able to fail, to cry over my frustrations. I didn't cry over my father's death because my mother and brother had already cried everything, and it was only up to me to console them. How I miss being fragile and demonstrating my fragility.”
The fact that I spent the entire afternoon locked in my room, at the newspaper, was because I didn't know how to look Bete in the eye. It was a thoughtless attitude, I didn't know why I had said that she was among those who would be fired. Therefore, she is one of the best journalists at Verdade Maranhense. How would you justify her dismissal and Guilherme remaining?