บท 13: Chapter 13 – What To Do
After some grumbling and small cries, I managed to achieve my goal, to return to my mother's lap, although Abigail seemed reluctant to let me go, as she seemed to want to continue with me in her lap, she also realized that it was better for me to let go.
Abigail was a little sad because of that, you can see it in her face, she seems to really like holding me on her lap, I don't know if it's because of her personality or if it's because she thinks I'm cute and cute, just like the big most babies.
I feel a little worried about ruining her fun, but Mom has priority here, and Mom's expression was getting weirder and weirder. In fact, it wasn't just me who noticed this, libertas also noticed it and was trying to divert mom's attention with some questions about matters in the village and the store, but it didn't work.
Fortunately, as soon as I started showing signs, Mom soon saw my intention and gently put her arms around me again, and the breakup was immediate. It didn't take long for her to put a huge smile on her face, her previous expression didn't even seem to exist, until I felt a little embarrassed by her sudden change in mood.
But this is also a very clear sign of how much mom cares for me, it didn't even take 40 minutes for her to almost suffer from jealousy. However, there are some questions that seem relevant for me to better understand this situation…
Could it be that mom became like this just because she was jealous? But she let Aglaya stay with me the whole way from home to here… Is it jealousy or is Mom afraid that I like Abigail more than her? But wouldn't that be irrational? Or is there any precedent for a similar situation and Mom is afraid it will happen again?
I will try to notice some details and collect more information on the subject, this will be very important to understand the best mom. I know I need time to learn more about the world around me and understand my situations in this place.
Perhaps this information will be crucial to my decision to hide or reveal my secret. I don't want to hurt someone who has so much affection and love for me, that would be unfair to her, I wouldn't have the courage to do that either.
In any case, revealing or not revealing will be a decision for about 3 or 4 years in the future, I am still a baby and I will act as such until I gain some independence. It would be seriously scary if I revealed my secret as soon as I learned to talk.
I can't even imagine what Mom's expression would be if I revealed the secret when I was 1 or 2 years old. At the very least, she would seem strange to me for the rest of my time with her. After all, who wouldn't feel a little disgusted knowing that there is an adult over 20 years old in a baby's body?
And the worst, a baby that she loved from her own breast with great care, gave affection and love as if it were the most fragile thing in the world...
Good God, I think my main plan is to bury this secret and take it to the grave, but in case something happens, I'd rather reveal the secret myself than what mother knows otherwise.
Every time I think about this and the possible consequences, I feel needles pricking my body, a sharp pain at the thought that I could or will deeply hurt someone who loves me so much.
AAAAAHHHHHH STOP THINKING ABOUT IT, DAMN.
For now, I prefer to absorb as much knowledge as possible, while at the same time reciprocating the affection and love I am receiving. Actions are better than words, so I must give back what I receive in the best way.
Now, for example, mom is showing a radiant smile on her face, I think it's the most beautiful one I've seen today. Maybe it's because I feel confident in her lap, or because I imagine I prefer her to Abigail, which is true. Therefore, it is my obligation to try to show her that I like being with her.
I shouldn't continue to focus on this issue, nothing good will come of it, just concern about something that hasn't happened yet and will take a while to happen. Being a baby can have its specificities, such as the lack of autonomy and independence, but it is incredible to see the affection and care I receive. Sometimes it was even funny, even if it was also worrying.
I need something different to focus my attention. Fortunately, or unfortunately, there are two people in front of me who desperately need attention, Mahara and Aglaya are not in their best days, honestly, they are in a very strange situation.
Even though the room has 5 women who are having a reunion at the same time as they are drinking tea, only 2 of them are really interested in talking. These are Libertas and Abigail, these two are moving forward trying to start topics and trying to get the others to interact.
They are failing miserably at this.
Mom, despite answering some questions, until now was more focused on staring at me, almost thirsty to take me back. Of course, she didn't make her intentions explicit, but she didn't care to hide that she was becoming increasingly uncomfortable with Abigail having me on her lap.
Fortunately, she seems to have visibly relaxed now that she's managed to get me back, so she's much more outgoing and has started to actively interact with Libertas and Abigail. However, Aglaya and Mahara continue in the same way, I am quite worried about them, paying special attention to Mahara.
She seemed lost in thought, looking at the windows as if she was afraid of something or someone suddenly entering the store. It's hardly normal behavior, even if she's a guard, she's very nervous and tense in such a peaceful situation.
Also, I doubt Mom put Mahara in charge of our protection, she may have a good physique but I doubt Mom needs protection, from what I remember Mom said she is a Lady Dragon and from what I understand she must be a strong dragon, very strong.
This is why I think Mahara is going through a difficult time. Unfortunately, Mahara seems to have a layer of tension too thick to be easily dispersed. I would prefer if she tried to get involved in the conversations or at least pay attention to the topic, it would distract her mind a little.
Aglaya, although not as bad as Mahara, is also making me worry about the tremors and distress that is exuding from her. Every now and then she lowers her head and mumbles something as she closes her eyes, I think it's some kind of prayer or prayer.
Aglaya is also starting to itch and bite her nails, but it's not as frequent, which relieves me. Her skin is too beautiful to be marked, plus the situation could go very far if the circumstances are much more serious than I think they are.
The chamomile tea, which Abigail brought along with the snacks, only served to calm her down for a few minutes, unfortunately she didn't want to help herself to any more. Mahara also picked up the cup and drank the tea, but the hot liquid didn't seem to have had any effect at all, her gaze continued to roam around the corners of the room, as if she were on constant alert.
Even though this is the first time I have witnessed this situation, I think that Libertas, Abigail and Mom already knew that this was going to happen and that they already have an action plan for the case. Their reactions confirm that this is a situation they expected.
And they chose to try to gently ignore the discomforts and tensions that Mahara and Aglaya are having, and continue to continue the conversation, with lighter and more relaxed topics. I think it's a measure to try to make the atmosphere more comfortable while trying to draw both of their attention to the conversation.
It was as if they were giving the two space to get used to the environment on their own, with their discreet help. This approach, in my opinion, seems too mild, however I also don't know what would be the most appropriate way to deal with the situation.
"So, Ine, what are your plans for today? I would love to stay with you a little longer, to kill some of the longing and hold this cute thing too."
As I continued to discreetly look at Mahara and Aglaya's situation, Abigail asked this question with a friendly smile, stretching a little towards mom, enough for her hand to reach my cheek.
"If it's not something secret or private for you, maybe Libertas and I can join you." She continued after stroking my face a little. Her hand is soft and she knows how to give a nice caress. Hehe…? ?… She's dangerous, I can't be careless.
Mom didn't react defensively to Abigail's actions, I don't think she's feeling threatened or anything, who knows...
"Nothing particular, really, we're just hanging out, like I said. I want to do some shopping, visit some people and show Apollo the city. He needs to know his property, even if he doesn't know anything yet. And it would be great to have you with us, Abi, as long as you don't monopolize Apollo, Libertas can come too if she wants."
Mom replied, a little suspicious, but you could also see her enthusiasm for the idea. And what about my property?
"Hahaha, no, I would never leave him away from his mother. I can't deny that it's very tempting, but I'll try not to do it as long as I can stay with him for a while."
Abigail responds before I can question myself any further...
Mom smiled in response. "Uhumm, everything is fine, but only later will you keep him, soon he will need to eat and you just gave it back to me. As it's almost lunch time, I thought I'd take a look at the shops before heading to the park for lunch. Then we're going to buy things and visit some people, okay?"
Abi thought for a moment. "Ohh, it looks like a lot of fun... Libertas, I think the day is free today, do you want to come along?"
Libertas, who was sitting next to Abigail, nodded enthusiastically. "Npoas eros qoeru tpos qieo ansoe, Arkex."
Abi smiled widely. "Then it's decided. Let's go for a walk..."
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