บท 184: Goodbye

So,

As I alluded to a few chapters ago, this is the midpoint of the novel. And I'm going to take a long break. I understand if you're upset, I mean it's the literal middle of the volume, not the end I promised. And it's certainly no real closure but yeah, please deal with it.

I started Fake Cultist (which changed names a whole bunch) with the aim of promoting my writing. It was a fun concept and I had lots of fun writing but I planned on eventually signing it with some company and just making money. But I changed my mind halfway and decided to keep it free. Kind of why I started Patreon but that never worked out. I've often been told my writing lacks detail, it probably does. And it probably lacks a whole bunch of other things. Perhaps I'm not talented in the least, and perhaps I should just quit writing. But writing is fun for me, and I suppose I'll just keep it as a hobby.

Anyway, right now I'm burnt out, and this novel is becoming a burden. I need to make a lot of money and I don't expect it from this novel. I'll start something new and try to monetize it (which let's face it, I'll fail because my writing isn't that good). But as with anything in life, I wouldn't know until I tried. So, I'll try that.

Again, I apologize for ending this novel so lacklusterly and I'm not sure when I'll pick it back up again. But it probably won't be anytime this year. If you enjoyed this novel, leave a review or a comment. If you hate it, well I don't blame you. I have plenty of low ratings and I understand this novel isn't everyone's cup of tea. Specially the weird forced scenes, and random sexual chapters. I'll probably cut some of them when I eventually go through this novel again.

I'll stop my yapping. I'm sorry, thank you for reading, have a nice day.

~Yet