บท 15: day 1 of Trip (saw him again)

But the researcher had asked for so much money that even if I had worked as a labourer, it would have taken me five days. I had no option left, so I worked as a laborer. I got money but my health had deteriorated. Because neither did aunty give me enough food nor did the fever subside due to getting wet. But at that time all my troubles were less, I just wanted to see him., ..... After working for five days, when I gave the money to the researcher, he looked at me and said, "Why are you so worried about finding this high school? You look like you haven't slept for many days."I remained silent, I did not answer. And finally I found the high school in which he studied. , but I became more sad after learning about high school Because it was the most expensive school in Tokyo where only rich children studied. ...but I was still happy that I now know about the school where he studies. .... When I reached that school the next day, I was not allowed inside. Because only rich children could go inside that school. , I decided to stand near the gate ,I was thinking that he would come and go from here only then I could see him again., but even after standing the whole day outside the school, I could not see him, because all the students were going in and out of the car. , I became more sad when I stood outside the school for three days continuously but I did not know anything about him, but on the fourth day when the school was over, one by one the cars were coming out.And I had my eyes on that car I was about thirty steps away when I saw him again... He was sitting inside the car, his entire face was visible through the half open window. , he was laughing ,,,, my heart started beating again I was not conscious, I ran towards the car but within twenty seconds the car had gone far ahead. ... I could only note down the number of that car. ,That day I realized that if I don't see him every day, I probably won't be able to breathe and I can see him every day only if I get admission in a school with that luxury. .... But the question was, how could I pay the fees of a school where only children from the richest families of Tokyo studied. I was an orphan, I couldn't even eat a full meal every day. In such a situation, it was very difficult for me to collect the fees. , but I was ready to face any challenge for himJIHARA became silent while speaking. .....