บท 404: Anything else? [1/2]

I was too lax.

Even though I knew how dangerous the Slayer was, I grew complacent. 

While I didn't mind getting hurt, it was unacceptable to see my girls copying my actions. Even if they were better at fighting than I was. Even if I was inferior compared to them.

"I refuse to accept this."

The more the Sirens grew, the more I saw the gap in our abilities. I was basically an imposter. Unlike the girls who trained in constant combat since childhood, I only started after I died.

Aside from Robyn and Bella, the rest were either full or half descendants. I could blame genetics, I could even blame circumstance. But those who never took responsibility would never grow.

As long as you blamed others. 

The actions of others would have power over you.

That was one of the major problems with socialists. Instead of working to improve their lives, they blame everyone else.