บท 2: CHAPTER TWO: MY OTHER SIDE
Despite the torture, the long holidays came to an end. Finally time to go to people who understand me better, people I'd do crazy shit with, people who told me what I wanted to hear, my friends. The time to catch up with classmates whom you barely talked with during the holidays, the only time when you get to lie to the entire class of how much you had missed them. The fake laughter's, hugs and smiles not forgetting the kisses and back to university parties which everyone wanted to host. I'm not going to lie; I was a big fun of the parties. Enormous drinking of alcohol, using of drugs: weed, shisha, ecstasy. The nudity, the sexual scenes being displayed: kissing, touchy drunkards, caressing, I need not go into details y'all must have attended one or two. Teens throwing up everywhere, screaming at the top of their voices unnecessarily and making the possible mess out of everything. They were such a nightmare but I sort of enjoyed every bit of them. When I was completely wasted and being a nuisance like the rest, Anne came through and ensured I arrived home safely tucked me into bed. When morning came, I'd wake up and find she has prepared me some warm shower and hot banana soup to cure my hangover. She was no drunkard, she was drug intolerant. She was my best friend and I have two of those together with August.
Anne was proportionate, I found her to be the perfect definition of perfect in itself. She had an hourglass body, any clothe she wore you could see her hips protruding through. She was of medium height, intelligent in class, always sitting next to the professor in class. She was angelic because of her caring personnel. Unlike me she was less talkative. We were in our sophomore year and we had been friends since our freshman year. As for August we spent most of our free time at her Bodega. She was quite older than us, mature and wise I can say she was more of our elder sister, the advisor. One thing y'all aren't aware of is before Sidon, I had an actual boyfriend, Finley Grey. The only shortcoming was that we were miles and miles away. We had never met; he was up in the coast and I was back in my remote village. I literally met him online, in a group chat. Jokingly we tried to work things out and wow we were so many months in a relationship and madly in love, Inseparable. Sincerely speaking he was first boyfriend, but only my friends were aware about my entanglements with him. We used to check up on each other on a daily basis but on the day I met up with Sidon, he called me severally and I ignored. From there he also gave me the silent treatment. I felt like the world was conspiring against me. I decided I wasn't going to lose at him no matter the cost. During that back to school I decided to call him even if I was drank. I went out with a glass almost full with alcohol. Since it was night the breeze made me feel wonderful, it made me forget all my sorrows.
'Heeey! Babe! I began. 'What's wrong today? You're not in the mood to talk, are you sick or something? I can always call back,' "MHH!' he fumbled with a lot of disappointment "...so after a whole week you've decided to call.'
"I'm so…sorry for the silence, I was out with some friends and my phone spoilt so I co…couldn't reach you, I mumbled as I was drank. 'Are you drunk? He asked angrily and since I wasn't in for the any arguments I hanged up. Immediately he called asking why I had hang up the phone and I said it was because he was silent. The conversation turned into an argument and I ended up telling the truth.
'What the actual eff! Is your problem? You don't get to call and yell at me on my own phone. That's not how things work boo boo kitty let that sink into your stupid head. And if I can clearly recall when you rang me and I decided not to pick I was with someone else , one of my many better options , bullshit !. I hanged up on him once more.
He called back again. I picked it up but I decided to keep quiet. He seemed to be in a lot of pain. He was broken, shattered and his world crumbled down into pieces. "Are you telling me you cheated on me? He sobbed. I didn't say a word. Please tell me all this is a lie, tell I'm wrong! He yelled. Not a single word came from my not so brilliant mouth. Fuuuck! He fussed and hanged up. Arnold one of my course mates approached me "I've never seen you this angry what's up?
Now that you've seen me angry, can you do yourself a favor and leave me alone. He laughed and sat down and handed me a joint and asked for the alcohol "shall we trade," I couldn't help but smile as I passed it to him. We spent the rest part of the night lighting a joint after the other. We passed out and slept out in the cold freezing night. The following morning the bright sun rays reflecting directly into my eyes woke me up. WTF! I cussed with my hands on eyes blocking the rays from reflecting me further. I strained to open my eyes and with a heavy head I noticed Arnold who slept beside me and tapped hoping he would wake up. 'Arnold! Arnold! He groaned as he turned to the other side. I wondered how one would sleep so soundly till he turned to the other side and continue. My phone was off so I tried frisking his pockets for his phone. Definitely it was on the other side pocket, I thought out loudly. I strained to turn him over in order for me to get hold of his phone. Fuuuck! He sleeps like a log, I cussed. Finally I managed to turn him and pulled out his phone. I remained above his thighs. Anybody passing by would think he was my boyfriend. My weight prolly woke him up. "What are you doing? He asked looking at me weirdly. Fuuuck! I cussed for the millionth time we are late for Professor Linn's' Lecture as I sprang from where I sat.
It was a quarter past nine and whenever Professor Linn began his first lecture and anybody who happened to be absent wouldn't sit for his exams which meant not moving on to the college year. Going to our houses and having showers meant being left behind the next academic year. We walked to class with our indecent attires that Prof.Linn disrespected so much. "You're thirty minutes late, young man and lady,' professor said with a lot of despise. 'We're sorry, the same shall not re-occur again." Arnold Said. 'You're attires are disgusting, are you not the faculty student body president? He asked Arnold who nodded his head. I'm highly disappointed in you and your leadership. I'm sorry; he apologized for the second time. You can have your seats and even as you do that I want you to remember bad company corrupts good morals.
I looked at him with my eyes wide open and in disbelief 'Are you saying I'm a bad influence on him? I thought to myself. I wished I could ask that but I wasn't so confident. We walked up to the back of the hall and took our usual seats. After class Anne asked where we were I told her everything, including my quarrel with Finley, something she was already knew. Did you smash with Arnold was her first question and only concern. Definitely not I told her .She tried to reach me when Finley called her but my phone was off.
Days went by without a word from him. He didn't return any of my texts or calls. Luckily Anne was around and she talked him out. Even when she knew I was on the wrong, she didn't taint my name. Whenever we had an argument we could tell her, she was our mediator, our common divisor.
I approached her and told her how much I missed my boyfriend and she decided to call him. I mean she never says no to me .So she called him 'Fiinleey how are you? 'She hyped him as she put him on speaker. He replied back and he never seemed to be mad or angry. 'Naya tells me you aren't talking, is everything okay?' she asked him. Did she tell you the reason as to why? He asked. Yes, Anna replied. Do you think what she did is fair at all? .he asked. In as much as it isn't fair trust you I, not talking don't sort out your problem if you keep on with this cold treatment, she will end up with someone else. My girl loves you' she added. 'Anna , you' re my friend and she's your friend , I knew you through her , please can you talk to her for me . I don't like how she keeps on treating me like shit. I love her as well. You know that too. I can't cheat on her..."
I trust you Finley, trust me as well she loves you and I don't think she can cheat on you. I think she was just trying to make you jealous or something but she can't do it, Anna defended me. 'If anything she was drank so you can't blame her, she wasn't herself. …but drunken words are sober thoughts, he said. Anything that comes after but doesn't make sense you either fight for her or all someone else will, she said and he promised to call before the end of the day.
'The next time you fuck up I'm not coming through for you.' she said as I approached her bed laughing. 'You know you're my savior and that's why I love you, I said. She looked at me and said 'Naya never tell a man that you made out with another man, he can kill you." 'Yes Momma,' I said we laughed as we carried our books and headed to the lecture hall for our afternoon classes. Truly he called before the end of the night. 'I hate that I forgive you, every time that you do something that makes me feel like you care and I forget about the shit that you do, I love you Naya. I don't doubt you and I love you too I'd never cheat on you I only love it when you're jealous, I concluded before getting into bed.
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