บท 46: CHAPTER 46 Crazy Thoughts

　　"I would go crazy understanding your thoughts. Do you like me or not?"

　　Kendra's POV  

　　"Lady Kendra, answer me, are you alright?" I heard Aunt Chen calling who was probably shocked by the scream and shattering sound she just heard. 

　　"Johann, if you truly brought Sandra with you, then you are truly an ass," my thought said. 

　　"But if you did that, it would be easier for me to let go of your hand, divorce and leave you. If I saw with my own eyes how you introduced her and denied my presence, that would be my queue to truly leave you alone," contradicted my other thought. 

　　My mind was a mess right now. 

　　It was full of uncertainties, what-ifs, and doubts. However, this very celebration isn't for me, or Johann. It's for Grandpa. So I will do my best, and celebrate his birthday for everything he has done for me. 

　　At least once I say goodbye, I will have no regrets.