บท 445: TOO MUCH CONFUSIONS

I had been busying myself with every possible task in the kingdom, all in an attempt to avoid any encounters with Ivan. The memory of our unexpected kiss still lingered in my mind, leaving me feeling both exhilarated and confused. I couldn't deny the flutter in my heart whenever I thought of him but I knew that getting involved with him was a complication I did not need.

He had also started to invade my dreams too. I wasn't sure which one I prefer, the darkness or Ivan. Definitely the darkness though, at least with it I knew what to expect. With Ivan, it was something else. Pain, confusion and something foreign that I still couldn't put my hands on and I was also certain that I had told him I loved him yesterday in my dream or was it a memory.