บท 107: Feeling Unwell

There was only one thing on her mind, but it was enough to make her feel uneasy.

In her current situation, Elena didn't know who to blame.

Should he blame Elleard for not trying to understand her?

Or did she need to blame herself for being so weak and so naive for thinking she could do it with Elleard without a hitch?

Elena felt like she was back on the line again. She had to find a man to help her get the experience she really needed and finally get her to satisfy Elleard as her husband had ordered her to from the start.

It's just that… even though she was aware of all that, Elena couldn't help but feel the sadness that came to her heart unknowingly.  The disappointed look on Elleard's face made Elena easily become disappointed in herself.

It seemed the portion that Elena had to bear as the one at fault here was bigger because she already knew clearly the rules from Elleard, but she couldn't do it and ended up disappointing him.