บท 584: 9.08.1 Parting words.

"In my eyes, they are great Humans, but giving up what made them human to achieve their goals no longer qualifies them to be human in my eyes." 

Her meaning.

Her meaning was far more beautiful than Amir could have ever expected.

It was young love, the kind that I had always envied, the kind that I could never enjoy. And what stops me from enjoying it is not my body, but something far more simpler. 'I will remain unlovable.' It's a thought I always had and something I used to hide away from. But after a certain point, I came to accept this truth. 

My nature, it's not compatible with this world and its people. And I won't blame them for it, for I see the struggle that comes once one falls in love, it's a weakness that I can't afford. 'This broken piece of my body lacks the edge… I am envying the love a bit too much.'