บท 82: Insanity

This is insanity. A part of me shouted in my mind. He shouldn't be doing this, and I shouldn't be feeling such emotions because of the kiss. He is only the man who had dared to kiss me and I don't know why I felt like I'm so drowned to it, it was like I was hypnotized until I got drowned into a pool of water and I have no chance of surviving.

The emotions I'm feeling are crazy but what can I do? I can no longer resist him. I can no longer resist this burning passion I'm feeling for him. So what I did is I responded to his kisses. He parted my lips and taste the insides of my mouth which no one has ever done before. I don't understand love and intimacy before, but tonight, with him holding me tight and kissing me with all his might, I discovered things I didn't know I'm capable of feeling.

"Yes, Elena. Respond to me this way. Your body recognizes me, it's only your mind who is refusing what you truly feel for me."