บท 41: Chapter 41

　　Phoenix Sterling

　　I gave Lana a month for her to heal and I gave myself 2 weeks to get back up after having a downfall for leaving ILLICIT. It wasn't easy at all leaving ILLICIT.

　　I found myself driving towards the headquarters then I realized that I'm not a part of them anymore. I took a big U turn and ended up pulling up on the side of the road thinking about my decision.

　　Not only that, I found myself looking at their contacts. My hands were itching so bad to call them but I can't. It's a close case when I decided to leave.

　　3 days ago, Dean's men brought all of my stuff from my headquarters office. That slapped me again, it was the end of me being in the ILLICIT. None of them text me or call me to convince me to go back.

　　Some nights I regretted my decision but some nights I didn't. It was a really weird roller coaster ride.