บท 30: 30

I kept spouting nonsense in the daytime as if I had lost my leftover brain cells or someone was again making me go crazy. I don't know which it is, but from the moment I saw this guy, everything seemed weird.

"It's ok, I can go home myself", I said, pushing him away, but again those broad hands supported me and pulled me even closer than I was before.

What are these feelings?

Why does he seem so close yet so far as if he is present with me, but he is not? Is it because I know he has someone he loves, but I'm dying to get between them because I'm so freaking lonely and I don't want this loneliness to disappear from my side? What is it?

Ayla, you have lost it.

I again pushed him away and started walking in the middle of the road. I can't seem to keep my feet steady. My feet keep moving here and there and I could see the people's eyes on me, which are quite intimidating.