บท 242: His Beating Heart

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I can't believe I actually just said it?! I was thinking for the perfect moment to say it, but I just couldn't bring myself to wait any longer. I've been feeling bad for him lately for what I did back then, and I really didn't wanted him to feel like I actually disliked him, because that seemed to be the impression that I gave to him back then.

But I can't believe that I just said it out loud and without any problem?! What is wrong with me and my stupid head? I am really me right now? I feel like I am just growing more and more stupid by the second. Is this how love makes people feel? That they're losing braincells? Well, I don't even have a brain.