Your name comes up in conservation with my friends
Now and then
And I just smile and play pretend
But I wish the talks would end
Cause I hate how much It hurts in my chest
Our breakup,the topic never rests
And honestly its something I detest
But how are you
Seems like things are going pretty well for you
I wish that I could say the same
But it still hurts when I hear your name
And boy you know I've cried
To pray I've tried
My knees are bruised
My strength I used
I've tried to bring you back to me
I've tried to set me free
I've tried to let you see
I tried to find some kind of peace
Bet you never knew this
A big part of me you stole
In my soul,you bore a hole
There's a big black hole where my heart used to be
And I've tried to fill it up with things I don't need
But it don't work like that
And it's not easy
To fill this gap that you left in me
You left without a trace
You left me in disgrace
I bragged about you
But our forever you threw
Cant move on
Don't want you gone
Empty and hollow
Is the path I follow
With no hope of tomorrow
As you left me in sorrow
Found this piece in my box... thought I could share it,but it just brought back the pain....sigh
Anyways check out my new book "drowning in depression"
(p.s it's too sad)