บท 83: 3.23 Let Me Help You

Lu Yizhou was adamant on getting through his rut alone, despite everyone's protest. It took all of him to tear himself away from Oliver and his eyes almost grew red again from the desperation and anger that fueled his entire body, moreover when he clearly knew that the last thing Oliver wanted to do was to leave him alone. After knowing that these weird, overstimulating feelings were due to his physical condition, Lu Yizhou's mental state improved a tad better. He could reign himself in harder as long as he convinced himself that the feelings came not from himself but from Altair's body and instinct. It was excruciatingly difficult but the medication helped somehow. Gradually, Lu Yizhou found himself no longer yearning for Oliver's presence to the point where his whole body ached but in exchange… sleep had eluded him every night, again.