บท 132: Don't know how I feel

"You have to stop drinking yourself to stupor Raphael, you're probably going to kill yourself because of alcohol," Bella said with her hands on her hips and a face that was definitely frowning, showing her wrinkles that told she was aging.

"You're scaring your children like this Raphael, you need to stop this bad habit." Bella finally said softly.

"Is it because of her? It's been over a year Raphael and remember it was your decision to push her away" Bella continued.

It was like everything Bella said was entering one of Raphael's ear and coming out of the next ear, he was too drunk to even realize what his mother was saying. Sure, he barely got himself together during the day for work but at night it was an entirely different matter. He hated staying alone with his thoughts and so he drowned them in alcohol. He tried to avoid his children with the way he was. He scoffed, sure his children.