บท 383: Regrets (1)

"Did you... ever love her? Harold's mother?" She asked carefully.

"With all my heart." He didn't hesitate to answer, surprising Alicia. 

In all the versions of the story she had heard about the king and Harold's mother, he had simply taken advantage of the poor woman. But she could not conclude for now because he may have loved her as he claimed, but did the woman love him too, or had he truly forced himself on her like the tales said?

The king continued in a whisper, "Maria... was the best part of my existence." He looked visibly hurt now, and Alicia could tell by his entire countenance as soon as he said her name. 

Maria. It was the first time Alicia was learning her name.

"I have never talked about her with anyone before or mentioned her name in many years. You... really are strange." He said with wonder.

"If you loved her, why didn't you protect her?" She asked, ignoring the words he had said.