บท 202: Closure 202

Closure feels good. There is no more pain, anger and hopelessness inside me. I'm going on dates with no other than my ex-boyfriend's cousin. Who would have thought? But earlier I would have used him so that I don't miss Lucien much. But these days he had become a friend and I won't have to lie that he could be a person that I could spend my rest of life. I don't know how he feels about me? He had never told me. But he is always taking care of me just like Lucien and it had been earning him points.

"Hey why are you zoning out. Are you bored?", asked Rayzan.

"Nope I'm not bored just thinking about us?", I told him.

"I hope all good things", said him with a smile.

"Yes", I agreed.

"So when are you going to go back?", I asked him.

"You want to get rid of me?", he asked with a forced laugh.

"No. I just want to know. How long we have left?", I said.

"Will you miss me when I'm gone?", he asked.

"Definitely", I said to him.