บท 45: Let Me In

(From Blue's Perspective)

"I won't help you," he said. "You're brave, aren't you, my wife? I want to see that part of you tonight." 

The need, the desperation- they all were driving me insane. The erotic gaze on me felt like a burn erupting on my skin. Yes, I wanted all of him right this instant. 

He was sitting against the headrest. I placed both of my hands on his muscular shoulders. But I still did not know how to do it. 

We had done it before too, but I was still afraid of it. Now that he wanted me to be on top, I found myself worrying if it would fit. 

"Dem, was it like this last time too?" I asked. 

"What do you mean?" 

"That thing," I pointed downwards, "Was it this... Never mind."

He chuckled and pulled me towards him. "Be quick, my wife. I'm losing patience."

I held his shoulders tightly as I climbed up on his lap. I had never touched it before. So I was quite nervous.