บท 23: Zero

“Not sure man, spoke to the boys in Mississippi, Loui, Kansas. Dexter even went as far as New York, but we don't wanna be digging in Deno’s turf. He’ll take it as an insult and we might just find ourselves in a cross fire with the Famiglia,” Knight explains.

I trust the guy, he’s Italian and a war with Famiglia will put Killer in a tight spot.

We can't have that.

We're all sitting in the basement. Our mind on one purpose, finding Jade. Either she's been kidnapped or worse, dead.

After Beggar fled the room earlier, I destroyed half my bedroom. I was angry at myself for wanting her so bad, for losing control.

I was furious with her for stopping me and also for making me this way.

And those words, what the fuck was I thinking?

I called her the very thing I said wouldn't.

I threatened her.

I was losing my fucking mind, so I did the best thing and jumped on my bike and left.

Went to see my dad. He wasn't there, so I cooled off at the barn.